Let Bygones be Bygones

2008-11-22T05:26:00.001+08:00

relink to http://www.shuyuisinlove.blogspot.com :D

2008-11-21T19:39:00.005+08:00

Its been so long since im here to post this blog.
Below are just those pictures taken on my prom night, which was on the 19Nov.
Well, in short, the prom night night was being held at Raffles Town Club. Not a bad place thou.
In preparing for this event, alot of unexpected happened. It affected me and sweets. I just dont feel like mentioning it as there were indeed ALOT! Aftermath, prom night was quite a success! (sigh of relief)
And Im very glad to see that almost all of the sec 5 cohort went for that event :D
Right,after prom night, we went to Clarke Quay. I supposed that was the first time, (out of the time is sec sch) such a big group of us went out together. Im so pleased anyway!
Some of us had some liquor and im definitely weak at holding that and i was tipsy while the bunch of them claimed that i was drunk. But still, im gonna said it for another time that i was merely tipsy and not drunk. haha. Okay, enough of that.
But its a lil pity that Peishan went home early. She missed out some fun, i shall say. Sweets, its all right isnt it ? We'll have lots of chance in times to come. So long as we dont lost contact :)
Before i continue to other topic, here's the photos first :D

[ 2 girls were not here, if not i'l have a whole bunch of clas 511 girls ]

[ Catch Huiting here ]

[ Catch sweets ]

[ Here's Iszwan (the cool) ]

[ The Prom Queen :D ]

[ Guixiang , giving that HAPPY smile :p ]

[ Butter Hong ! ] I would still prefer if the blue turtle neck woud be gone. :x

[ He's so fortunate dont him ? HAHA ]

[ Binwei !]

[ Bradley ! ]

[ Thomas & Calvin ! ]

[ Boonwee ! ]

[ Alas, Me. ]

Okay, if you think that's alot, here some bad news. There are more to come. When i receive from my friends. I got these photos from sweets and i really have to thank her for sending it despite having problems along the way. Thanks sweets!
Supposedly, should be meeting up with darling and sweets but thanks to the blisters on my feet,even the sole. Which caused me to have difficulties in walking. So i put aeroplanes. :x Sorry!
Therefore i led a mundane life this few days.

Anyway i believe that something will never ever lie. Any guess? Well, that's stomach.

My stomach is growling and it sends a message to my brain that im hungry and im craving for the MEGA MCSPICY since couple of days ago. I think i should just ring Macdonalds up NOW!!

O levels were finally over. And i was clearing my books and worksheets from my room and different kinda emotions swirled through my mind. I feel like going back to school and make use of my books. I had left them so clean and untouch. My mum told me that i could donate them to people who need it and i agree to that too but however, i cant bear to. Because they are just so clean even though i know that i wont use that anymore. So i must get over that and send every of those books away. Hey, im a sentimental person all right. I have feelings for books too.

And, i misses my boyfriend so much! I hope one day he'll get to understand that i will be the one who will stand by him even its the end of time.

Still, i regretted not studying hard enough and wasted the time of youth. And i misses school so much. At least that's the place i can kill time and that's the place, i laugh alot. But happy moments does not last. So fast, 5 years had passed and we are moving on to our tertiary school life.

All right, enough of the ranting. i shonld go and order my mega mcspicy before my stomach starts to complain more :p

Anyway, 5more days to my seventeen birthday. Im still thinking of how to let that day be a meaningful one. Any sugesstions?

Till then , Bye! :D *tata*

2008-10-08T02:17:00.001+08:00

RELINK TO : http://shuyuisinlove.blogspot.com
THANKS! :D

2008-08-15T17:24:00.003+08:00

Currently will not blog till exams over.
Concentrating on exams and rather busy in life.
Any inconvenience is regretted.
Tagboard is however available.
:)
Takecare people :D

2008-07-20T18:32:00.003+08:00

It's been donkey years since i came.
Here's a short post before i go for my dinner.
This had been a hectic week for me. Because as usual, i could hardly fork out extra time for leisure. Stress from school work are piling up and i am still standing in the middle of nowhere when everyone around me know what to do. Someone please help me ?!?
I remembered mum once told me that if im able to go to poly, she isn't really concern about it. Most importantly, she expect me to at least finish my O level.
Of course i wish to go to poly, carry on my studies to get a Diploma, University, PhD bla bla... but however i was a little demoralised by all the results i've got. And was effing upset for the little knowledge that i have in my small brain.

Anyway, Happy 17th Birthday to Kiefer :D (19/07)
All right, i went to his birthday chalet yesterday. Did not stay over as there were many people and it wasn't as fun as i expected :x I was drenched while on the way there, i had a slight fever and my head was spinning. So i guess it will be good to go back home and i went for the journey to the west from the east.

Boyfriend asked me to skip 5 sets of 200each. -.* Is he crazy ? This is how i think of him initially. hahahah. Well, im trying to lose weight. And already 1kg gone ! Hopefully wont increase la. Hehe.
I misses boyfriend :D

Tomorrow's monday and i HATE it. Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday , Friday I hate them all.
In short, I hate school !!

2008-07-10T17:05:00.002+08:00

Okay, it is a very late update and i apologize for that.
Due to my hectic school work and computer still faulty, i could hardly take out time to blog .
Generally, i have not much time for leisure.
Monday to Friday, i attended school till 5pm. By the time i reached home, i still have to do my homework and i turn in rather early. Weekday, i have maths tuition and i guess i wont have much time to go and have fun for i think it's time to work hard.
No more late night home, no more inadequate sleep ( never less than 7 hours ) for it's boyfriend's order. haha. i know he care (:
So in short, this is my life. And this way, time passes fast too. I believe, i will graduate soon.
And im apologize for this late update.
Take care friends :DD

2008-06-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

Sincerity and perseverance can do the almost impossible :)

Im elated ! Finally i felt like im doing something great. Finally can accomplish something which comes so hard.

Boyfriend is my love <3

2008-06-16T07:37:00.003+08:00

I wish there are something i can do, to have a pleasant sleep.
I've been trying real hard to sleep but seems in vain.
Well, yesterday was Fathers' day and my family went to IMM,baystreet 21 for a meal in celebrating for the 2 fathers. After meal, shopped around and bought only greeting cards. Not long later, cab home. But the day was just not nice to come to an end. Something was missing. UH! A desert has yet to come. So walked to PM with my lil cousin and had an Oreo Mcflurry and back home.
Passed midnight,around 2 plus 3, i tried to turn in but what the hell that i cant sleep. When i finally managed to sleep, i woke up an hour later with my cousin for she is going to some kinda church prayer meeting. So her kind cousin here went to cook her breakfast ( well, i only manage noodle well ) :x
Now, both of my cousins went out. Im the only lonely soul in the quiet room, blogging. My eyes are telling me that they are tired and need a rest but . . . . . . . just have difficulty.
Bad school day is going to start in a week time. Holiday is ending. Time flies isn't it ?
It's only like a blink of my eye and im returning to school and bidding goodbye to the leisure time in sleeping and doing whatever i feel like.
Returning to school means , school work piling up, O level around the corner and lastly, graduating from Queensway very soon. Around 5 more months and i will complete my 5 years of tough times in school, not forgetting the great times thou.

All right, im going to try get myself in bed and catch some wink before someone gets to see panda even in spore. Haha. well LAme!
Bye~ and i misses boyfriend :D

2008-06-07T13:51:00.002+08:00

Im back in Singapore.

Ok, i went back on the 4th of june, arrived at 12pm plus.
Now, let me try recalling the times i had in Taiwan :)

29/05 - Day 1
Woke up super early and cabbed to my aunt house. They booked a cab and went to airport. Got all things prepared and took a plane and over to Taoyuan airport.
Upon reaching , seriously i do not have the feeling that im already at Taiwan. The presence there, on the land at taiwan airport was like a dream ?
The tour guide arrived and we boarded a coach and first stop was at shilin night market. Had their famous food- the big chicken chop. Indeed it was quite delicious. There are variety sorts of food and it's not expensive.
Around 9pm, we had an hour ride back to the hotel - ChinaTrust motel.
Though not equipped with all facilities, the room is great. Comfortable enough :) And im really amazed by the tv channels in Taiwan. They have over 100channels there! And it's definitely a 24/7 leisure. Initially i thought that when back to the hotel, it will be a boredom but eventually i got stucked to my bed and engross in watching the movies and showbiz.

30/05 - Day 2
Next stop at Jiu Fen Pu. It is a street which alot of traditional food and local food can be found there. Bought some their local delicacies there back to Singapore. For family,bf's family and friends. Next to a place where huge and small rocks which were formed naturally due to the geographic process. Long before time. And seriously, you will be amazed by the scenery there. With beautiful colourful flowers and a real scene of nature which can be hardly found local.
Then, trained from taitung to hualien. It's a 4hours trip. Very time consuming uh ?
Watched the perfomance by the ah mei cu. And i forgotten the name of the hotel for this night. But we went for suana there. It's so comforable :D

31/05 - Day 3
To the taroka national park. Still, it's a natural environment. Somehow it's like going for a hike. haha. With small rocks, huge rocks. It's a little like our Macritchie reservoir. (i think i spelled wrongly)
At night, went to Naruwan hotel. This was the greatest hotel then. With great facilities.
played pool, ping pong and arcade games there. After having fun, back to the room and again, tv programs :]

01/06 - Day 4
Went to this special and unique restaurant. we went to this special restaurant for lunch. the interior is made up of broken boat hull. it is quite cool and environmental friendly.
Evening, went to the theme park - jiang hu shan.
I got a shock when i boarded a ride on the Pirate ship. Damn. The bar was not locked, it was drizzling. It went real HIGH and i find my heart was in my mouth. I can feel a sense of cramp on my face. It was really exciting yet scary.
Night time, we went for a tranny show. Generally, Ah gua.
They are really gorgeous!
Stayed in the Prince hotel. Then. i find the hotels there was quite all right but both my cousins had an encounter with the supernatural. I was really lethargic and so i dozed off while watching the movie leaving both of them awake. Suddenly, the lamp on the floor brighten. It was switched off but suddenly, it brighten. And in order to switch on the lamp, you have to press a button but there was no other people in that room. So logically , the lamp shouldn't switched on.
Maybe it's short circuit or retardation ? Well, i've no idea.

Pardon me for stopping here while i think i have to get back those memories for the rest of the day in taiwan. Short term memory is bugging me. i will update more and with pictures when i receive it.

2008-05-28T14:53:00.003+08:00

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2008-05-28T14:02:00.006+08:00

The time is 2.02pm now. I will be flying over to Taiwan tomorrow,boarding the morning plane. It is a 4hour plus ride i think.

And im real excited. I only go there for a week so wait for my next update :)

Yesterday had english oral for the prelim and i think i had screwed everything up. I was told by my friends that im not allowed to use my fingers and point at the picture but i pointed. I guessed that the teacher in charge had difficulties understanding every single crap of mine.
The day before yesterday was a monday and it was the O level chinese paper. It was really very different to N level all right. Paper one i think it was still all right. At least i finished it in time. Now, to paper 2. And it sucks big time! Because i dont have enough time. Someone please help!

Actually whe reading the passage, it as not hard but i do not know why, when im at the verge of answering the questions, i will get stuck. Every choices were so close and alike. It's really hard to pick out one. Well, only getting back the results after National day i think and high chance, i will have to retake it again. My last chance. . .

No point crying over spilt milk. Work harder!
And im very touched by the warmness from the public. The charity show for Sichuan had raised an amount of more than $6,000,000. And i really took smypathy for the victims there.
Time will never wait for anyone. . .

2008-05-24T05:26:00.003+08:00

Its 5.26am and im still awake.
Just now in msn, i came across a eccentric guy. He told me that today it's his birthday and that did i buy him any present. LOL. I dont even know him and he behaved as if i am very close with him. Then he asked if im free later evening. Do you think i'l meet up with a stranger like him ? lmao!
Went supper just now with cousin and came across a woman, a china woman. She kinda like bringing " business " there. Flirting with uncles, bangalas. Flauting her boobs by benting close to those uncles and bangalas. But to my amazed, they dont seem interested in her ehs. Is she too old and yellow ? Or is she being blacklisted at the coffee shop or her price too high ? Maybe she's desperate for beer and so she went up to them wanting to drink ? Well, i dont know either but i was shocked by her actions. My cousin even pointed something which was a lil exaggerating. She said that maybe she has Aids and she detest guy to the extreme that she wants to pass on to them. Thinking back, there may still be a slight possibilities behind it.

Im wondering, what time wil i be able to wake up tomorrow? I have to revise on my chinese dont i ? But the problem is that how to ? Is there any techniques or method ?
On the other hand, i have to wait for 6am to come and morning call Clarence for he is going fishing. Haha. Take my hats off him. Fishing so early in the morning and of course clap for the patience needed :)
How's my baby? I missed him very much! Think he's sleeping already.
Blog again soon. My eyes are closing up :]

2008-05-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

Here are the Mid Year Exam Results.
English : E8 (44.2)
Maths : F9 ( 28)
Science : F9 ( 34.1)
Humanities : F9 (24)
POA : F9 (24)
Chinese : B4 (62.5)
Comment from teacher : Shuyu has only managed to pass her mother tongue. She should reflect upon her poor results and do the needful to pass.

MY english teacher told the class that the english score should be raised 2 grades up. So by right, i should get at least a C6. But, the results shown on the piece of "important" paper reflected a fail! Well, i scored 22 marks for social studies! Im better in my SEQ but got dragged down by SBQ! 17/25 for seq and damn 5/25 for sbq. And be smart enough to know my geography marks. Haha. simple calculation. Calculator not allowed! ( im acting cute! :p)

Have chinese intensive remedial today and im supposed to reach school at 9.2oam but i woke up late. And the reason behind it was very lame. I dreamt that my teacher asked me to off my alarm clock as it was ringing profusely during lesson time but the reality was that im somehow half awake and half asleep. Just when i got irritated by the alarm, i discovered that wow! its 8.15am and i was still at home. Staring blank at the room to double confirm that im aint dreaming. Got prepared and rushed all the way to the bus stop. Waited for the bus and gosh, forget to bring my wallet. ! Then, back home again to get the wallet which dropped under the desk. Reached queenstown past 9am and met up with peishan and walked to school. And surprisingly, alot were late too. After school, went to the library for lunch and i really hate reckless driver! When you drives recklessly, it's a life concerning okay! !@#$%
Then daddy came at 1pm and went back to class for parents meeting. Well, not much positive remarks.
Met up with ling at evening and went study. O level chinese approaching and to be frank, i nervous! I really need an A1.
Someone wish me luck . Haha.

Yesterday baby and I donated $10 to show our little concern for the Sichuan tragedy. And my condolences to the victims there. May them rebuild their hometown as soon as possible.

And yeah, Im flying to Taiwan on the 29may. Im really looking forward for this day. Time please pass fast! But one thing i will miss the most if my boyfriend :) The loveliest guy of mine.

Ok, stopped here. Going for supper with my cousin who is hungry.
Bye!

2008-05-15T15:39:00.002+08:00

I looked fat. Diet is what i need. Hopefully as days passes, more flabbly fats will be shed. I pray hard. hahaahaha.

I missed two days of school.

Monday there was no school so went out with Hueyting and Jazreel. Met them at Plaza Singapura after their movie.. Went Parklane for 3games of pool and went to play Audition. Played more than 3hours i think. Had a fun time indeed :D

Tuesday , im back to school and there was an interclass captains ball game and my class won first. The group consist of ( Jazreel, Peiwen, Nurul, Me, Guixiang, Binwei and Justus ). The last match was a rather nervous one. It was a draw with the class 411 i think. And since its a draw, the next round, whichever class score first shall win and my class got the score and we were the champion :) We were so elated man! But our leg hurts. Because of the radiation of the heat from the sun emitted to the sole of our legs and so go blisters. And adding worse to it, i had a fall and there was this two little bruises on my knee. So i decided not to go school the next day but never did i know that im running high fever too. Oh, i was so lethargic and restless. The fever was as high as 38.9 degree celsius. Initially wanted to consult a doctor and also get a MC but im too tired and so lazy and therefore no doctor visit. Ample of rest at home, panadol and im well today.
My friend told me the result for mye and it sucks big time. I only passed my chinese so far.
And it's merely a little higher than just pass. Damn! Greatly disappointed in my chinese. One subject that i can do better but well, demorialising to see that result!
Here goes the disastrous result :
Eng p2 excluding summary : 7.5/25 [2 passes anyway]
Social studies : 22/50
Geography : 2/50
physics : 20.5/65.5
Maths : 30/100
chinese : 55/100

See how bad those results are ? Oh. general knowledge failed this time round. Hard work will earn more i suppose. If i break out this news to baby, i think he will be disappointed. Same goes to my family and thats when music start blasting. Perhaps i will have to work harder than usual rather than slacking throughout my days. Tuesday there was a motivational talk by Dr William Tan. Though there was times when someone had eventually dozed off, i still remember something that was quite inspiring. " What's in the past will not determine your future, but it is what you are doing now will determine your future ! " I like this sentence very much . And i think i believe it too.

Shall stop here lurhs. blog when got time :)
Bye people .

2008-05-11T12:13:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to Baby's mama and my mummy, as well as all mothers!
Taking this special day to wish all mothers a happy mothers day. I thank my mum for going through so much in bringing me up. Always trying to give me the best that she could even though, it will never be perfect in other peoples'eye. But who cares seriously? I know that deep down my mother is giving me the best that she could and im already happy about it :)
I always envy mothers. Through the hardship in the 10months of pregnancy,through all the labour pain, they finally deliver us, the lil adorable babies. And that's only the beginning,bringing us up is something not so easy. Therefore im sorry for making my mother cried for my rebellious.
I also envy baby's mother. She's one of the greatest mum i ever seen. She never fails to give baby the things that he want. And most of the time, they even change character. :x baby is the mother while mother is the child. But that's all the past. After so many things, people do change and baby really had changed for the better. At least he's not that irritating and rude now. And im glad to see baby's mummy happy when receiving the mother's day card i gave yesterday. Haha.

Great news, tomorrow no school :) Mye finally over. And it sucks for sure! Most of the time, i think im sleeping ? when everyone of them were mugging so hard. But tell you one thing, i really regretted for not constantly revising my work. Then, in the end, hard time in getting everything into my head. So, constantly revise your work is important.
But rather eager to get back my results. I wonder how would i fare. haha.
So maybe tomorrow going out with class girls for outing. today im bringing my mother out for buffet dinner :)

and and, it's already 5months, baby. <3>

And yea. i'l update my blog soon.
take care !

2008-05-01T15:44:00.002+08:00

Finally im here to post this blog which seems dying :)
Today is Labour day and no school. Well, tomorrow will be having social studies and chinese paper 2. Mum would say, exams is just tomorrow and what the hell, you are using laptop now ?!?
haha. Dropping Combined Humanities for this mye.
Time really flies. Its already May. Soon, on the 26 of may, will be having the first O level paper. Mother Tongue paper. And i aim for an A1. Afterall, chinese is always the subject which im most confident in. :p
Recently was studying with classmates at Holland. And we are all mugging hard for it.
But well, some one who used to be my best friend had left me. not saying that she's dead but just that we are friends no more. LIMPUISAN! She did something that im totally felt disgusted for. Its infuriating to have actually know what a kind of friend she is. When things had already happened, when i turned my back off her, she will resort to what i called, despicable act by shedding crocodiles'tears. To let the whole world thinks that im the one who was being nasty.
Well, i believe in Retribution and bitch, what comes around goes around !

Enough of that ranting :]
It's been more than 4 months with baby. The loveliest boyfriend that i ever had .
HE shower the sweetest love and the most valuable things on earth is baby :D
Im glad that we are walking together for a better future.
Life can be so great at times. Isn't it ?
When i almost have everything that im already contented with it.
Friends that are bad had left. Boyfriend had changed. Things had eventually start to turn for the better :)

All the best in MYE friends ! :DD

2008-04-11T13:56:00.003+08:00

Okay, im over at peishan's house now. School ended at 11.45am today but well we have to be at school by 4.15pm to attend the annual speech day. This year is a little exception for we are the graduation batch this year so we are expected to be there. It will however end at 7pm. This means that i will be at home late today. !! Damn, it's tiring. Im seriously getting fatigue from keep complaining that O level is stress. But this's the fact and i can never get it over my life. And i can see the result of not studying well last year and this year is really bad for catching up, not saying to do well for that. Shall stop here. Time is a little tight now :D
I will update when ever possible :)
Tkcare.

I miss my boyfriend <3

2008-03-21T23:25:00.002+08:00

oh. seriously i think that my blog is dying and i can see that the visitors rate is dropping down. haha.but still i will blog now.
my internet is still down and that i really no time to ask people to come over and repair it for me.

School is forever that stress. Sort of regretting in comng back to sce 5 because O level is indeed stressful. I had such a hard time struggling through. I remembered i scored a total of 33 points in my latest february tests. Sucks!

Time with baby and his family is great. And i just got myself a newLG phone. weets. thanks to baby's father :D not also forgetting his mother. :)
It's been three months with baby already.
and im glad that we are still getting along well.

I think i gonna stop now first. because i need to do uploading and transfering of data to my LG phone lurhs. and im at jialing's house now using the net.
i will find time to update more. :DD

tkcare people :)

2008-03-03T14:37:00.002+08:00

Its been 2months plus*
I love my baby ! <3

im in school now and a short post will do :)
To those who did looked at my blog and obviously that its been ages since i last update my blog and i would like to say that i did not go Mia. Its just that my internet is down and i hardly have time to update anyway.
Generally my life is now all about school , boyfriend and friends .
And same sentiment with alomost all , im looking forward to the school holiday next week.
Though still having school some days, im still gonna enjoy the times spend with friends and boyfriend's family :D
I will update soon when im free or when the time when my internet is fine.

2008-02-10T04:37:00.000+08:00

Its's 4.40am and im not in bed :(
Later i still have to go to boyfriend's house to bainian. And time really flies very fast. Soon, monday is approaching. Damn it!
Continuing the post for yesterday, friday.
When im walking to Dohby Ghaut from Parklane, a guy from Africa approached me and talked craps with me. Saying that he like me ? -.* had such a hard time shaking him off. He followed me miles. hahas. exagerrating la.
Met up with meiqi lurhs then went to Cinneleisure and met up with one of her friend, Yuki. Had KFC for lunch i shall say. Initially planned for movie at cinne but changed the idea. cabbed down to Clementi Kbox instead. $40/pax due to nightime and Cny.
Sang till 11pm and then trained to Jurong point for a movie. Thought of watching the 1.30am show but sad to say that it was filing fast and there wasn't any seats which were together. So booked the 2.20am show. Thought that we can slacked all the way from 12midnight to 2am but due to too much boredom, we cabbed home and bathed and around 1.45am, back to Jp again.
Watched the Ah Long Pte Ltd. Afterall, it's a nice movie. Quite , no! It's a hilarious movie. I will recommend alot. :D
After the movie, slacked a little while and then cabbed home. Reached home at about 5am and slept at 6am.
Saturday , 9feb
Woke up at 1pm plus. Bathed and trained down to Dohby Ghaut to meet peishan and her brother. Catched the movie , Kung Fu Dunk. Initially, was a little bored but later on, it's thrilling and funny :] Not a bad movie either.
Im happy that im able to catch both of this movie in my weekends. weets!
One thing that really disgust me was, a Young couple ( aged btwn 14-15 ) was sitting infront of e and that i should say , before the movie start till the movie ended, throughout the movie, they were hanky pankying. Kissing and maybe some other stuffs. Spending their $10 behaving so intimately. Shameful i shall say. Im not trying to sound like i forbid them to do so, it's just that why cant they do all this when they are alone, in some other i call isolated areas? Whatever! forget about that.
After movie, went HongKong Cafe for dinner and Qianqi joined us. Saw Mr Ivan Ho and his family. After dinner , Took neo prints 3 times. =.**
Shopped around while peishan and her brother went home early.
While on the way to playing pool, Guoxiang called and asked us to go Choa Chu Kang slack. So cabbed there and met up with Gx and wenhui . Ling went home before i reached as her father rushed her home. 10pm plus, cabbed down to Beauty World Centre at Bukit Timah for pool and around 12am, cabbed back to Cck and slacked. 3am, cabbed home.
Anyway, i enjoyed myself this year :D
Warning : Many Pictures Here. Dont scroll in case you find it bored ![ picas for lunar new year, first day ]

2008-02-08T17:38:00.001+08:00

Hello! Happy Chinese New Year!

Im over at parklane lan shop while waiting for my friend, meiqi to come.
And one thing that really spoil my day was that im such a noob in playing audition now. I wasn't that great last time and that now, it's worse.
Maybe i really need alot of practice but somehow im impatient and lazy . zz
I cant believe that i've deprove so much. Damn.

Argh, forget about this then. Later im going to catch the movie, CJ7 with meiqi :D
That's how i spent my second day of cny.

Yesterday got up super early. As early as 6.50am. Got prepared and put on new clothes and went bai nain. First, went sister's grandmother house, second, her in laws house.
Afternoon, back home as my relatives all came over . Collected Red packets and then out to Pioneer mall for lunch at Mac and yl came to find me up. We then bused to Guoxiang's place and bai nian. Then, ling's aunt house and lastly, Guoxiang's godmother house.
Around 9pm plus, cabbed to Vivian's house area and chatted with her and i seriously despise her boyfriend. Ivan Ng. moFancy living off a woman. Take her money, used her mobile phone, fooling her feelings. It's already bad that he do not pay the rent, then for the least he should shower more love for my sister than flinging his fcuking attitude and giving her a cold shoulder right ? he call himself a man ?
seriously __ la!
Luckily boyfriend wasn''t like this. And im sure that boyfriend would never be like him.
I had never came across this kinda of man before in my 16 plus years of life.

i will update when im free. Gonna go fetch meiqi already. Bye people :D
Wait for my update then. :p

2008-02-06T12:47:00.000+08:00

My boyfriend miss me :]
. . . & i miss you too baby.

Happy Chinese New Year to all. Time to get Red Packets !

This year school's concert for Cny isn't great as compared to those previous years. A little disappointment thou'. Well, who cares anyway. What i'm more concern was to get home fast, to rest.
After the concert , went Ljs at commonwealth with yl. The service there Sucks! Dont wish to talk more about it. Lunch and back home. And finally, can have long break.
Tonight reunion dinner again. This time round, granny will cook than buy outside. Yeah! Her cooking is superb !

Candidly speaking , i look forward for tomorrow to come. New clothes, bag and heels. Im super interested in putting them all up.

Anyway, accidentally came across the scandalous photos of Edison Chen and Gillian Chung.
I think that it couldn't be fake because it looked so real. And i mean what i say by Real.
Okay, i shall not talk more already. I have to go talk to my boyfriend already.
Baby, i love you ♥

2008-02-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

Reunion dinner over at granny house :D
After the dinner, my cousin and I went to jp and shopped. Bought a Loreal Eye liner and Double extension mascara.
A new phone caught my eye. W960I. I want it la!
But its expensive thou. How ?

All right, while im on the way back home, on the bus. Auntie called me and see if i'm at home and so they picked me up at my house area and we went to Taman Jurong and Jalan Bahar to the flower nursery.
Its already 1am when i reached home.

I miss Boyfriend :D

Today, i stayed at home. But i think i'm going to bath and go to buy my dinner. What to have ehs ? Deciding to have KFC. Weets!
Delicious chicken isn't it ? Peishan, do you want some ? hehe.
All right, im really bored and i think i have to go prepare ya.

Tomorrow's a monday and it's definitely gonna be blue. What to do ?
And i went back on my words, i said im gonna stayed at home today and study what's not clear but apparently , i did not.

FCUK !

2008-02-02T16:32:00.000+08:00

Reunion Dinner later on at granny's house :D

Well, yesterday alot of incidents cropped up. I would say it's absurd.
It's all about transport -.*
Early in the morning , shan and his brother got scolded by a cb auntie.
And then, afternoon when i'm going back home , the bus driver was cock-up.
Evening, when my cousin and i were going to the mrt station , a china cb rode her bicycle and its handle sort of collide with my cousin. it's her fault obviously and she got the audacity to yell at us asking us how we walked. __ Without much hesitiation, a little conflict started.
After that, i trained to boyfriend's house, it was drizzling then.
Did my homework there and taught didi in his grammar skills.
9pm+, we went to buy bakua as Bf's sister wanted to buy. Munched on the prawn crackers in the car while was on the way for dinner. At that time, i guessed our stomach were all grumbling.
Sembawang for dinner. And Bf's sister found a wallet. I think if is other people who find this wallet, they will keep it in their pockets isn't it? But auntie and uncle had given me a lesson so precious. We shouldn't keep it as it does not belongs to us and who knows the person would need it urgently? We tried to go back and see if we could find that guy but he had left so next move, i think, Bf's sister gonna bring it to the Police station.
Then, Bf's father drove me home.
:D
I miss Boyfriend !

Got home at 12am. And xinlong called me for supper at 651. Guoxiang was there too.
After fatty long had his supper, we went to his home area to slack and xinlong is confirm irritating. Knowing that i fear crockaches( i dunno how to spell la ) , he still played with that. Grr...
Slacked till 1am plus and home sweet home.
Watched youtube and slept at 4am.

And yeah, i got up at 3pm plus this afternoon.

I wish to stay at home tomorrow and study.
Bf's father said to me last night : " Dont give up though its hard (: "

2008-01-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

Brownie is loved. One way for me to de-stress. Though its fattening, worse still was, im eating now, 10.40pm.
Hah. But im loving it. Its seriously shoik all right :p
While eating my brownie, here to do the survey below. Bored~
I miss boyfriend :)

1.Do you like anyone?
: I love someone :D

2. Are you flirty
: . . . Nope. Im devoted :p

3. Are you a player?
: Nope im not.

4. Would you get back together with any of your ex's?
: Nope. Cause i got back with one of my dearest ex. My boyfriend :)

5. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
: Never.

6. Do you want a valentine?
: Definitely :]

7. Have you slept at the opposite sex's house?
: Yeaps. Boyfriend's place :)

8. Do you prefer group dates or single ones?
: No idea. Depend on the situation.

9. Would you kiss light or make out sessions?
: Make out session .

10. Do you like cuddling up while watching a movie?
: Maybe a yes ? It can be a no.

11. Any plans for valentines day?
: Staying at home most probably. Its a weekday. Im celebrating with books :)

12. What's the best valentines day present for a girl?
: My boyfriend would be the best :D

13. For a guy?
: My support for him will be the best for him :p

14. Are you single or taken?
: Taken :DD

2008-01-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

Firstly thanks to Jazreel for helping me to edit this picture above. Using her Samsung G600.
It's a good phone indeed :) I might consider buying that.

Can someone help me ? Why am i so indolent nowadays? Why cant i find time to do revision. Why am i finding myself so attracted to my computer?
I seriously need to get my butt out of my chair and proceed to my revision but im really very indolent.
Im on the situation which you would named it Procrastination.
Arrr, for whatever fcuk it is, i think i should stop demoralising myself here. Because i think this will only be for a short period of time. I will be able to get motivated soon :D Hopefully la!

And , i miss my boyfriend terribly much.

2008-01-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

All right, i didn't go school today. As my sickness relapsed again. Went to see the doctor with the accompanion of my cousin. Waited for very long as the clinic was crowded with patients. Went for lunch instead and after lunch, saw my grandparents there too. Coincidentally, my sister bought xavier to see the doctor as he had a fever. poor boy. Speedy recover uh vier vier :D
Got myself 2weeks of excuse for PE lesson. Claps* But i deserve it afterall.

Yesterday went out with mummy.
Trained to Tiong Bahru for the porridge buffet and bused down to town for shopping of Cny clothes. Shopped for a long hours and i only bought a top from Mango and a shorts at Far East.
I've yet to buy my heels and accessories. And i only have a week to Cny. And i doubt i will have the time during weekdays to do my shopping and my weekends are rather busy. Can someone give me more time ? more time please . I needed terribly :p

Im contented with my life now.

2008-01-27T02:24:00.001+08:00

One month already, and it's still going on (:

Met up with fatty long at my house downstairs at about 1.45pm. I wanted to take bus out to the mrt station while he wanted to take a cab. Okays so shall follow that rich man. And oh dear, i don't know what a good day is today. Waited fora effing long and still there isn't any cab and as time passed, it started to drizzle. Slowly, the rain got bigger and we ran all the way down to the second bus stop and got ourself drench. It's like finally and a cab stopped at the bus stop. Boarded to Jurong east to meet Guoxiang.
Jiarong and xinlong had their lunch there. After that, Guoxiang, xinlong, jiarong, billy and me took the train down to Tiong Bahru and meet ling.
Cabbed down to Cuppage, played pool. After pool, at about 6pm plus, i decided to head to the Robinson nearby for the searching of my bag. After long hesitation, finally i bought a Guess bag. Though it's not the one which i wanted initially, im somehow glad that i bought this.
Bought my bag already and the bunch of guys wanted to go Esplanade and we cabbed to Esplanade. Went Marina Square for dinner and Qianqi joined us. Ling and xiang left at about 10pm plus. Me, qianqi, xinlong, jiarong and billy went Mac for supper and at about 11pm plus, qianqi went pub, jiarong and billy trained home and lastly, me and xinlong managed to catch the
last 502 bus home. When the bus reached Somerset area, Su wen hao coincidentally boarded the bus. Long ride home and im exhausted. Reached home finally at 1am plus.
And oh my, the time is 3am now.
Later on, still have to go out with mummy to buy my clothes for Cny.
And monday, school again :(
Weekends passes so fast, like a flash of light indeed.

And i seriously enjoy my life now though i hate studying.
Im contented :)
I enjoy the people around me. My family, boyfriend and his family and my friends. They are all important to me.
Even if a day, anyone leaves, i will be all right. Because however, when time ripe, true friends will eventually stay.
Friends are like couples, there will be time when we turn our backs off and swear that we shall go on separate ways but there will be a day to reconcile things back. I believe there is.
I bear no grudges on anyone for that's the past. Fogiveness is a virtue.
Im learning to look on the brighter side, for whatever it is, life still goes on.
i cant choose the day when i will die but i can choose how i wants to live my life.
I yearn for no more troubles in 2008. Good O level grades for all my friends.
Shall there be no one to bring my friends down, even if there really is, you shall all ignore them for i believe in retribution. What comes around goes around.
Stay Strong :D

2008-01-26T10:22:00.000+08:00

Its only 10.30am and here i am sitting infront of the darn com finding stuff to post about.

Meeting up with Qianqi and co later on. Heading over to town.

Yesterday, went boyfriend's house and never teach didi study :x Instead, we watched tv and dinner at yishun. Shopped around and back home around 11pm plus.

This week, not going out with them as i have alot of things yet to do.

But, i will still miss them :D

Books seems to be my best friend now. Without them, i think i'l die. Tsk. Exaggerating*

Its definitely stressful and i hate it. Damn it !

Someone give me a pill to eat and i will be the smartest people of all. LOL.

I think i shall stop here first in case im blogging all those nonsense again.

Blog later if i have time :)

Bye ~

2008-01-24T17:10:00.001+08:00

A short post for i've have a little time now.
Fell sick on Tuesday. And went to see the doctor on wednesday which was yesterday and got a MC for yesterday.
Today, the release of O level results, called to stay back in school to witness it as next year, it will be my turn to eventually take my results. But candidly speaking, it seemed hard for the Sec 5N students to actually outstand the 4express student. Take for example, in my school, there were 48 distinctions ( those who have 4 distinctions and above) and out of the 48, only 1 of them came from the 5NA. So can you guys imagine what would it be like when its my round next year ?
Would luck still be with me this year ? Can i be one of those pupils who scored a distinctions? How i wish im a top scorer. LOL. Stop building empty castles in the air Shuyu.
But seeing the O level results today, it had somehow pressurized me more and hopefully, this will help to push me harder and make me having the interest in studies. I would like very much to befriend with studies uh. :x
Lastly, Congrats to Xinyi, my dear cousin for scoring a total of 10 points after deduction of 2 points from her CCA. Its such a good results and im seriously proud of her and definitely, i felt so happy for her. For the least, her hard work had been paid off and a saying goes, what you reap is what you sow.
Congrats to those who scored well for O levels too. Those who scored below expectations, dont be sad for this isn't the end of the world. All the best ya.
:D

Today is Thurday, meaning tomorrow is a Friday and yeah, weekend is waving Hi to me.
Going over to boyfriend house tomorrow :)
I miss friday, saturday and sunday.
Monday is always a monday blue :(

All right, few test tomorrow and my Maths textbook is waiting for me to flip it open. It has lots of stuffs to tell me. Gotta go.
Take care and enjoy the weekends people :D

2008-01-19T11:46:00.000+08:00

Monday to friday, school. School work are definitely hard. Monday to tuesday, detention in school till 5pm -.*
School counsellor cannot be trusted anyway.
And so sorry, that i couldn't remember much about what had really took place throughout the week. Its just school and remedials for the weekday.

Saving up everyday for boyfriend and yesterday , went to boyfriend's house.
Teach didi work and delicious dinner :) Together with boyfriend's family , went to Namdai for a little walk as those shops closed early. Then, they sent me back home :D

And yes, i misses boyfriend very much.
Loves-

2008-01-13T12:48:00.000+08:00

No plan for today or rather im lazy to even think where to go.
Chinese New Year is around the corner and i've still have things yet to do.
I still had not buy my new year clothes. My house still hasn't any decorations.
Worse still was that, i dont have those kinda feel that chinese new year is just 3weeks away.
That's bad i think. hah

Met up with Auntie and didi yesterday at Chinese Garden and we trained down to Queenstown and changed to bus 195 and headed to Ikea. After Ikea , went Queensway as didi bought his clothings for New Year . Saw Kiefer, he's working there . Exchange a few sentence and then left. Hope that he's doing fine :)
Macdonald for lunch or dinner , whatsoever. in the meanwhile, waited for uncle to come over and fetch us. Uncle came at around 7pm plus and we went over to Chinatown. Long hours of shopping there. My legs are complaining thou. Past 11pm, home we go. Uncle sent me home and i reach home around past midnight. As usual, fun day with them :D
And oops, my mummy was jealous. She said that im like auntie's daughter than hers. She said that i went out with baby's family more than her. hah.
So, im mummy's girl today :D

School tomorrow again and i will not have the time to blog then. I shall blog on saturday latest :p But i wont let this blog die. hah.
Monday to Friday , school and remedials. Friday, to baby's house again. For helping didi in his work.

Takecare people :]

2008-01-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

I have to get prepare soon already. Going out with baby's family again.
I will try to update soon.
Take cares my friends :)

2008-01-12T12:43:00.000+08:00

Having the time today and i shall post my blog. Ying said its dying ? hahas. But my dear, im updating now. So it shall not die yet ~ :D
Brainstorming! Got to reminisce those incidents that took place for the past few days.

Saturday ; 5 January
Went out in the evening with Guoxiang, JohnGoh and Wenhui.
Night time, Guoxiang and Wenhui went back home while John and me went to paradiz centre as he meeting friends there and i went to kill time by playing Audition. 10 plus 11pm, took a train back to Boonlay and met up with Xinlong at Mac for supper. Went home past midnight.
Slept at 5am in the morning -.*

Sunday ; 6 January 2008
Woke up as early as 9am in the morning and met up with baby's family at 11am outside Jp's 7-11. Went Boonlay market for breakfast and IMM for shopping. After the long hours of shopping, went to baby's house in the evening as auntie wants to cook dinner :D
Stayed there till around 10pm plus and uncle sent me back home.
Another enjoyable memories that gonna stays in my heart :)

Monday ; 7 January
School again and nothing special. Lessons, remedials are piling up !
Around late evening baby's daddy came under my block and i passed him my IC copy as he needed for some use.
And yes, i misses baby so much :)

Friday; 11January
Its been 3 years since my friendship had been continuing with baby. 3years ago , i had him as my friend. Without much interest initially , with days communicating , now, we are more than just friends.
After school, after counselling , home and got prepared. Went over to baby's house and assist didi in his homework. Dinner there , slacked and 11pm plus, uncle drove me home.
Time flies fast there :]

2008-01-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

What a day today !
Damn down on luck . Woke up late at 6.45am today when im suppose to be at school before 7.20am. Rushed to bath and took a cab to school. Meanwhile , sent Qianqi home.
Was late for gate but not school :) Just nice when i was about to go back to my class after that dismissal and Mr Chua , the discipline master stopped me for my brown coloured hair. Guess what ? He got us to had it dye black at the spot. He got a secondary two boy to go to the nearby NTUC and bought the dye. Got the Bigen brand. Mr chua says it's good and of course to me , it sucks. I think my school is the only school in Singapore which will carry out this kind of at-the-spot -dye hair action.
Shouldn't have gone to school this morning . I went, for the sake of lessons but all this happened, i have not gone for any lesson.
School dismissed at 2pm and baby's mummy called me today and talked about baby :)
Went to the counselling room after school and had a session in there.
At 4pm, went to catch some bite and then home.
Initially, wanted to meet up with Alan but so sorry , i fell asleep at 6.30pm and woke up only at 9.30pm and due to my laziness, i put an " aeroplane " :p
So sorry, will make it up to you one day when im not that lethargic.

All right, shall stopped here. Gonna revise my work already :)
Dont be shock that i willing to study hard .
Because i have an important man behind me who yearns for my good result :)
And yes, its you, baby :DD
I love you ♥

Some overdue picas. The bear i had in hands , baby's mummy gave it to me :)

Pictures taken during New Year. Fatty Long yet to sent me some pictures. So shall wait :D

First day of school.

2008-01-02T18:28:00.000+08:00

Today's the first day of school and glad to say that it was all right.
Surprisingly , i didn't fall asleep :D
Baby's daddy msged me today and asked me to study hard :) And i already promised baby that i have to study hard this time round. In order not to let his family, my family, baby and myself down :D
After school today, went luch with Peishan and trained back to Jurong point. Headed up to Storm for a haircut and then Home sweet home.

Anyway i will have lesser time to come online and post my blog that often already.
However will post when im free.

Study hard to all readers and have a nice 2008.

I hope that it will be a better year for me this time round. And also better for baby though i know its tough. But no worries , you have me and your family who will always care for you.

WISHLIST FOR 2008
- Another outing with baby's family
- Save up money
- Determination to study hard
- Strive for better results this year
- Baby's first letter
- Baby to be safe and sound
- Baby's parents to be safe and sound
- My family to stay healthy and happy

2008-01-01T05:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)
Met up with Daniel and samuel at Jurong Point. Played pool till evening and samuel sent me to Jurong East Mrt as i mistaken that Xinlong and co were meeting me there but instead , they went down Cuppage first. So all right , trained to Somerset and played pool with Xinlong , wenhui and john goh. After pool . went for dinner and cabbed down to Esplanade around 9 plus.
QIanqi came to find us after her work. Guoxiang came not long later.
After the countdown, walked to Lau Pa Sa for supper. Had such a hard time getting cab and so slacked all the way till around 4am plus and managed to get a cab at Chinatown vicinity.
Wondered how many distance we walked ? haha.
And i sincerely thanks for those friends of mine for all those sweet greetings :D
An enjoyable New Year thou. '

THIS IS FOR PEISHAN :DD
CHOOSE ONE U LIKE MY DEAR :)

I felt loved by you and your family baby :]

2007-12-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

Im back home :D Currently waiting for QianQi to come by my place.
Given this free time , i shall blogged.
Today , auntie called me at around 1pm and asked me to go out with uncle and didi. Though my sleep got disturbed but im happy that baby's family asked me to join their outing. Uncle fetched me at Bukit Merah and we went over to Expo as uncle and didi both craved for the sports car exibition. While uncle and didi watched their sports car , me and auntie went for Metro sales.
Then , lunch together.
After lunch , carried on with those exibitions.
They played some games and won some small bears and auntie gave me two of them :D
Had some finger food and then to 651 for dinner and uncle sent me home.
A wonderous day out with baby's family but it would be perfect if baby is here. But no worries, the day will definitely come :) loves baby !
Had been seeing baby in my dreams for continuously 2 days. Hopefully can dream of him again.
Aiya , the thing is kinda obvious , I misses him badly.

2007-12-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

We are moving further and further in distance but . . . .

This few days rather busy . Went out with uncle , auntie and didi and also qianqi yesterday.
Happy Birthday To Auntie :] ( Baby's mother )
After meeting up auntie , went Bugis and met up with my cousins and auntie. Bought a bag for school.
Then trained to Tiong Bahru and met up with my mother , father , sister and xavier nephew for steamboat , our sumptuous dinner :)
Some shopping after dinner . Bought a nike bag and 2 tee shirts.
Cabbed home after that.
Today , afternoon went to meet up with guoxiang and co. Went over to Eugene's condo. For a swim. damn! never brought my swimming wear and took a cab back home and cab back to Parc Oasis again. -.*
Ordered Mac for dinner and slacked till 8pm plus and i went over Jp to buy my shoes for school and back home.
A rather tired day. After that swim.

Tomorrow going to school to buy my school skirt and nowhere to go i guess.
Guoxiang meeting me i think.

Nights.
Off to Auditioning lurhs.

I afraid that we will have to stop seeing each other. . .

2007-12-26T12:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday down to Tiong Bahru Plaza . Steamboat for dinner :]
Woke up at about 7am plus and got prepared. Mrt-ed down to Queenstown to meet auntie and uncle. Walked over to visit baby. Showed the " baby i love you " which was written on my palm to baby , he laughed. LOl. Im still elated to see baby , especially when he smiled :D
Breakfast with auntie and uncle after visiting baby. back home after that. Later maybe going bugis, with family. As got to buy bag and shoes for the reopening of school.
Shall blog then when im back.

Baby, i afraid that we will have to stop seeing each other. Because im gonna start school already and im sure that it will be a tough year ahead. But i promise that i will write you letter all right ?
You also must study hard. Because we shall work hard together. I will be your good girl. I will love you and miss you still.
No worries baby , im always around.
Iloveyou !

2007-12-25T16:36:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS

Xmas eve , 24 December

Morning 8.45am , met up with baby's mummy and didi and we walked over to visit him. Waited for almost an hour as its the christmas eve. Again , see him im happy :)

After visiting him , walked to the coffee shop with auntie and didi for breakfast. Auntie treat me again . I wanted to pay but she always a step faster than me. Anyway thanks auntie :D

Around 11am plus , auntie and did went back home while i went to meet up with Shan and headed back to school to buy those books for secondary5.

Get everything done and over to Commonwealth's Long John as Shan wanted to have her breakfast cum lunch ? Ahas.

Slacked around the void decks there and around 2pm plus , went to take back stuffs and went home after that. Reached home at about 4.30pm and rest a little while and walked over to Granny's place for dinner. Met up with Ying and Xinlong at the interchange station and bused 174 to town. Its only 8pm plus and there's already super duper many people walking around. I was like OH MY! Walked to Takashimaya to meet up with Xinlong's friends.

No matter where we wanted to go , we got to walked or rather squeezed with those crowds. Damn it. Those bangala on streets seriously irks me.

Had our countdown along Paragon and all right , got sprayed. And due to those spraying , my hair got so messed up and seriously, one word , unglam.

Qianqi came after that and maybe i was too paranoid. So when i saw those bangala trying to walk near, i was like pulling Qianqi and shouted , " eh. ah neh ah neh ah neh " LOL.

Past midnight , cabbed over from town to Lau Pa Sat for supper . Oysters, Satays and horfun for supper. Challenge with Qianqi with those oysters :p

After supper, walked over to Esplanade for a breeze. And we walked super far all right . Its really an exercise after meal.

About 3am plus , Ying wanted to go home already as she's tired. So cabbed back with her along with Guoxiang and QianQi. At 4am , i reached home. Bathed and everything , called up Guoxiang and chatted with him till 6.30am plus. And went to sleep after that. Woke up at late evening . Around 4pm plus and due to the tiredness and tomorrow still need to visit baby and so , not going out today :)

Body needs more rest for sure i swear.

Definitely not a bad choice to carry on secondary 5 i think.

Baby said that he's gonna take N or O level exams next year. Wow, that's great.

I decides to work double hard and score well . Cause if ever he needs my help or maybe i needed his , we will be a great help to both :)

Baby , you are my motivation to strive well .

Hopefully i ca be yours too :p

Work hard together and im sure time will past faster than normal.

I LOVE YOU ~

2007-12-23T16:31:00.000+08:00

Went Bugis with Peiying dearest yesterday. Initially wanted to go over to Toy Museum but when we reached Bugis, it was raining cats and dogs. So drop that idea. Walked around at Bugis street and due to the boredom , we walked to Bugis junction and catch some bite and took a train to Orchard as on the way to Cinneleisure , dearest mobile phone's keypad spoilt and so we went to the Nokia Care Centre at Wheelock place. Asked about some informations and dearest chosed not to repair her phone.

Then , cinneleisure at last. Up to Kpool and saw Ah boon, thong and co.
Awhile later , Samuel , Charles and vin came. After pool , HongKong Cafe for dinner.
After dinner , dearest had to go home and i accompanied her home because it's not safe to let her go back her own . An enjoyable date with her :D

Today rot at home. Tomorrow Christmas Eve lurhs :)
Maybe visiting baby tomorrow, with his mother and god mother ? Not confirm yet. Have to call auntie later. Misses him alot <3> Baby , i love you .
Its getting stronger each day ♥

What Comes Around Goes Around.

2007-12-21T19:35:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to me . I've got promoted to secondary 5. Its something to be happy of .
Morning , fetched baby's mummy and his brother from Queenstown Station and walked to visit baby. Auntie say i've slimmed down quite alot. Happy all right. But still aint satisfied. :p
Saw baby , im elated. Did not cry today (: But i still misses him terribly much.
Instead , auntie and didi cried. I totally understand how they feel. Its of no difference like how i visited baby the first time. Im worse. I cried bitterly more than auntie do. :x

Baby damn retarded today :x But he smiled more than he used to the first time. Hopefully he had woke up to his senses. Love sees no flaw. He might looked retarded but however i called this cute ? Ahas. Everything about him , in my eyes , it will be the best :]
Its a pleasant thing to see him smiled and joked around <: Anyway , the relationship between me and auntie became better. In the past , we talked nastily. I talked to her rudely. But ever since baby's incident , i realised im actually at fault to had raised up my tone to auntie that time. But , no worries now. Everything is all right already. Auntie know my sacrifices for baby and she appreciated it.And i understand auntie's effort. So , with deeper understanding on each other , things will go on well , one day. Im really glad that things went on well for me and baby's family. Maybe going to visit baby on Monday with auntie. Shall wait for more updates on sunday :) After visiting him , walked with auntie, didi and qianqi to the coffeeshop to have our breakfast and auntie bought my prawn noodle. Thanks auntie :DD After eating , auntie and didi headed back home while qianqi accompanied me back to school for the second interview. Succeeded and than qianqi bused to work while peishan and i went to have some desert. She bused back home while i went over to Vivian sister house. Slacked around her house till 4pm plus and then bused over to Jurong point and met up with my younger cousin. Long John for Dinner and then walked back home. Exercise after meal is good :) Kill calories !! Im dead beat. Going to catch my beauty sleep after bath.

Baby , as days passes, i love you more each day.
The thought of you , makes me strong.
When im down , im alone , my mind goes out to you.
The only one who makes me realise what i want in my life.
Having you is more than having anything else.
Because of you , im on better terms with your family.
No matter what , we will all stand by your side.
We love you alot. You know it :)
I love you baby. Always it will be.
They love you , their precious son and a good brother.
Forever it will be ♥

Even In The Dark , I Believe You Still Shine.

2007-12-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow meeting auntie to visit baby :)

Gonna wake up early again but its all right. For the sake of baby.

Woke up at 3am yesterday and all the way till now, hasn't catch a wink. December is a month that im so busy. Its been a havoc month. And fast enough , got to go back to school next month

Not to forget too , tomorrow im having the second interview in school. Troublesome thou.

LIMPEISHAN is back today , its like finally. So long since i called her and finally, talked to her today and i've alot to fill her in :D

Evening , went to meet Qianqi and went over to Boon Lay. Met Youan for a little while for dinner and photocopy worksheets from the english file.

After that , off to Jurong west to meet up with Ah boon , ah thong and co.

Slacked till 9pm plus as they had probation. Bused home.

I think i have to turn in early tonight. If not , tomorrow will be a bad day, due to the serious lackness of beauty sleep.

I misses baby so much. Even in the darkness of my life , you still shine.

Because of you , my life is filled with happiness and you make me realise the power of love. And this time round, i will treasure you more than anything else. Im sure enough that i won't let the same old mistakes happen again. Because , you mean alot to me ♥

Im afraid one day you might go and not return.

2007-12-19T15:46:00.000+08:00

18 december 2007

Release of N level results and I got 7points. Family were contented and surprised but to me, its not very ideal. Im somehow disappointed in both my language. I expect at least a grade 3 in my english but sadly , i got a grade 4. Expecting an A1 for chinese but instead , i got a grade 2. But it's all over.

English = 4
Maths = 3
Humantities=4
Science = 4
POA = 2
Chinese = 2
Chinese Oral = Distinction.

Anyway im happy to get a grade 2 for POA. Grade 4 for both science and humanities.
Getting a grade 4 for english , i cannot get enlisted into Banking course in Higher Nitec as they require you to get a grade 3 in english. When i couldn't get any course of my choice , i shall drop that idea to ITE and forcus in my secondary 5. And so , went back to school today for the interview and oh my god. It's such a boo-boo.

Firstly , Hair color.

Secondly , Wrong shoes.

Thirdly, No Files.

Forthly , No badge.

Fifth , too many grade 4.

Sixth , Poor conduct.

Mr Chua wanted hair to be black and files to get done. So just now , went to tanglin halt and get my files done from photocopying using Haris file and total amount was $85 after $5 discount.
-.*
After a long day , cabbed home and here i am.
This Friday gonna be a busy morning again. Visiting baby with his mummy this time round, provided his mummy didn't call baby's relatives along.
After visiting baby , still have to go back to school for another interview.
Anyway ,sorry to make Mdm Cheng happy for nothing as im going back for sec 5 :P

Yeah ! I got to visit baby on Tuesday. The day i've waited for so long. His daddy came at 8am plus and we got to visit baby at around 9am. Saw baby and first thing i do was , cry.
Maybe because i miss him too much and after so long of expecting to see him and when finally i get to see him, i couldn't hold back my tears anymore.
Uncle saw me crying , he consoled me and passed me his hankerchief (: Thanks uncle.
Baby saw me crying and i know that he's upset too. I dont mean to actually cried in front of him and got him worried but i just cannt hold back. Oh my , baby finally saw the ugliest part of me la! Im embarrassed okays. Fancy crying in front of so many people and those policemen :x But im quite an emotional human being.
But im glad that i can see baby :D
Im happy with what i have now though i will have much lesser freedom with baby. Continuing my secondary 5, partly was because of baby. At least with a lil more knowledge, next time when baby wants to study , i can be of a better help :)
I really wish that i can have all this for long. Im happy with the life i have with the support of uncle. Because no matter what happen to baby , i know that the parent as well as me will never give up on him.
Baby i love you.

What more can i ask for when i already have you ?

2007-12-17T15:53:00.000+08:00

Firstly , All the best to those who are taking their N level results tomorrow.
I think it's gonna be a bad day for me . I dont seems to be rather confident in scoring well and i do not aim for being promoted to secondary 5. Worse thing was that i have to be in my school uniform tomorrow. Omg! I've not touch that for 2months ? Need to go search for it.

Hasn't been catching a wink , again. Breakfast with Yoki , Cong and Hongfa at around 4am ?
And around 5am plus , went back home and got changed and took the early train to Commonwealth and meet up with Qianqi and Ling as I'm going down to send letters.
Anyway if everything goes on well tomorrow , i should be able to see baby already. Because his daddy is going to visit him tomorrow. Oh ~ I misses him and i wanted very much to see him , my pretty boy :D
Delivered the letters , went for another round of breakfast . Nowhere to go but kinda lazy to go home. Called up SS ( Samuel sister ) and got to know that he's sick so me and qq bused over to his place and bring him to a doctor. Went in with him and the temp doctor was like " why so many ppl ? " whereby there's only 3 of us . -.*
SS told the doctor that im his sister and qq was my friend. lmao.
Collected his medicine and stuff, went to the hawker nearby as SS hasn't been eating breakfast. He had porridge which meticulous qq ordered for him while i had almond paste.
After that , went up to SS house and slack. Was so damn tired and fall asleep in his room. All woke up at about 1pm+ and qq cabbed to work as she's late and i bused 185home. It was pouring and the bus was cold , caught a flu but its not that serious anyway.

Im elated upon hearing that baby's daddy going down tomorrow to visit him. meaning most probably im able to see him. Weets. The day i've waited for long :)
All the best to me uh. I hope for all things to goes on smoothly.

All right , gonna go and catch some sleep. Cares :]

When im at the verge of breaking down . . .

2007-12-16T01:56:00.000+08:00

Saturday 15december~

Slept till late 5pm in the evening. Im contented that i actually had 19hours of sleep. Slept at 9pm the day before.
Initially dont have the idea to go out but im too bored and so headed over to Jurong Point at about 7pm plus. Met up with Yoki at my vicinity and walked over to interchange and met up with cong.
Went up to K-pool and met up with Xinlong and co for coincidentally they were there. Awhile later back to Starfac and up to lan shop again. Fcuk , their Audition need to upload and it took up so much time -.*
10pm plus, KFC with my mummy and after meal , over to cong house to slack. 12am plus , they walked me home and here i am . Just finishing playing Audition :D
And i missed baby so much :(

Tomorrow im staying at home. Star award :)
Monday off to visit baby , most probably if the father going too. Hopefully he does.

When im at the verge of breakig down , baby you are here to bring me up , get me standing strong. Though you didn't say much in some circumstances but i know you care. Others may not understand but there's a strong feelings in me that i know that you still love me.
Its only you feel bad for things you've done. And i already told you that let bygones be bygones. I dont blame you anymore. I've already forgiven for the sin you'd done. So dont put it to yourself already all right ? I will always be there to care for you and give you a hand in whatever things that i can. For which i love you so much and i will never stop loving you.
My sweetest boyfriend ever~

Unpleasant Incident.

2007-12-14T18:06:00.000+08:00

Had a small tiff with mummy over baby's incident.

After mummy knew about the breakfast thing , she felt that baby is not the guy for me.

As everynow and then , i kept going down to QRP and wait for baby's daddy to come.

She said that im so stupid to actually sacrifice so much for baby.

But mummy , despite doing so many things , i dont yearn for baby to come back to me.

I only wants him to turn over a new leaf and my aim was to let him know that for whatever things he do, he will always have me around with him.

Able to be together back or not , it doesn't matter now for its all too early to predict.

I lost him before and i know exactly the hurt i went through. And i do not want to go through it again. Its more than what i can take. I used to take everything around me for granted and that i do not wish to do this anymore. I shall take him for granted NO more.

This is the route i choose for myself . I know its gonna be tough. I know that all this will carries on for years. But let me do a choice of my own all right ? Let me learn to be responsible this time round okays ? Even if i failed to talk him through , i wont make a fuss at home.

I only want to stand by him whenever he needed me . I only want to care and dote on him for all this time when he's alone. He committed crime and he got his punishment . Everyone makes mistakes isn't it ? I wouldn't despise him and i hope that those who love me can also accept the man i love. This will be very good to show me that you love me.

Im only trying to say that i choosed to stay by him and that no matter what will happen for the time to come , i only hope that my life is well spent on him.

Call me naive or stupid , its all right.

But im still persistent in my own stand :D

Pictures taken today at Parklane.

2007-12-14T13:30:00.000+08:00

Oh. Im at parklane now.
Met up with QianQi at Queenstown in the morning and had our breakfast at the nearby coffee shop.
After breakfast, went over to QRP and today there was a big changes. Baby's daddy went to visit him today :D But unfortunately, im a little late i guess. As i couldn't register in with his daddy as he already registered earlier. But its not something that went down the drain. I can see my effort being appreciated thou.
Baby's daddy was a nice guy all right. At least , he's much more friendlier than his sister :x
And im truly glad that baby's father talked to me in an amicable tone unlike some other people.
Gonna meet up with uncle some day next week to pay visit to baby. I miss him alot and i do dote on him. Moreover , im partly to be blamed for things to be in this disastrous state. Im sorry baby and his family.
After christmas, have to go to court for baby's hearing. And i really pray for it will be a light one.
However baby is not a bad egg. Though his parent may sounds disappointed in him but i can see that they dote on baby alot. I can only hope for baby to turn over a new leaf for me and his family will always stand by him. We wont give up on you okays baby.
Forever he holds a place in my heart. I love You , baby ~

Its the 300th post already :D

2007-12-13T18:17:00.000+08:00

Firstly , my apologise to QianQi for overslept.
Suppose to meet her at 3.15pm but i woke up at 5pm plus :x
She gave me 20 over missed calls but i pick up none.
And the weather was like so fcuk up. Rain and no rain.
Staying at home today as tomorrow definitely have to wake up early to go Queenstown again.
Hoping to be able to see baby. And gonna give in letters too.
So all the best to Shuyu uh :D

So near yet so far.

2007-12-12T12:21:00.000+08:00

Slept at 9pm plus last night as im already worn out. Sleep all the way to 5am. Got the time messed up. QianQi overslept all right. And so Ling accompany me over to Queenstown. Took our breakfast and went over QRP to send letter again. Okays well, not able to see baby today , again. But im sure the day will eventually come (: Baby i love you , my dearest boy ♥

Very tired and im seriously still lack of sleep. But somehow cant get to sleep longer. Mind had been occupied with baby's everything.Though times are tough now but i will still not give up on him.For he's my best boyfriend and a friend who i can confide in everything. Now and always. Forever he shall be remembered by me :D

Call me a Superwoman :x

2007-12-11T13:56:00.000+08:00

Its 2pm in the noon. And oh my fcuk , i've not slept for single wink already and it's totally sucks.
Early in the morning 6am plus , went to prepare and meet ling and qianqi at Queenstown. I went to pass baby letter, hoping to see him but too bad, i couldn't as his father wasn't there. The officer told me if i wants to take the gamble and wait till his daddy come. And for the sake of my dearest boy , i waited for more than an hour but sadly, his father didn;t drop by today.
Thanks ling and qianqi for waiting with me (:
And one day, the father will come. I never know~ So keep on waiting. Perseverance.
At about 10.45am , walked over and played pool. Fun games :D
Played till about 11am plus and around 12pm+ bused home. Played audition just now and omg , too shag and the whole game was like fcuk*. Could'nt take it any furter and so come here and blog (:
Later going out with mother to Jp. But i guess im not gonna make it for long as im already dead beat :x
Tomorrow im going all the way down to gamble again. Im not gonna give up till the day im able to walk in and see baby :) I misses him lots. And that just now , i shouted outside for his name and i think i heard something.Its his reply :DD And ya la. Confirm real ! Girls heard that too and i was like wtf ? Am i dreaming ? But must refrain from doing that because its somehow against the law. Opps !!
Gonna blog when i've got time. I seriously need more time so that i can have my beauty sleep!

It wasn't pleasant upon hearing that. My dear.

2007-12-10T03:26:00.000+08:00

The door that seems to shut and being locked up.

Baby, upon hearing this , my heart sank. I didn't know that things would ended up so seriously. I've an urge to reprimand you but its too late now. What cannot be undone had been done. But seeing you like this , i dont live well either . I know that you wont be any happier . Though now, time will be more tedious for you and me , i know that we will make it through together. Dont we ? I will not leave you . For you , i will stay no matter how hard it will be. Because i love you my dear ♥

Went jp just now with Yoki and Cong. Met up with Yoki first and walked to Jp. Then up to Starfac to look for Cong. Played pool at Kpool. Hong fa joined us too. At about 11pm plus , bus over to Boon Lay for supper with Ricky and uncle Chun. Around 1am plus , walked all the way home with that company of Yoki , Cong, Hong fa and Desmond (: Thanks dude.

Seriously lack of sleep this few days. Late sleeps and early wake-ups. Worrying about baby's case. All this accumulated up, resulting me tremendous headache. Hopefully all this will come to an end fast. I hope for baby's case to be a lenient one. Moreover, he's the one who i worries the most. What i can only hope for is that things could get better for him. I will be very contented.

2007-12-09T03:11:00.000+08:00

What's my Cinderella Story ?
You don't need the pouffy dress, the fancy hair, or the 3-inch glass heels. A romantic soul like you just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend, a real prince. And if he's hot? All the better. But ultimately, you know that home is where the heart is. Which is probably why you surround yourself with good friends you can take care of and laugh with — friends who will do the same for you.But that doesn't keep you from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. It's not that you don't have your feet firmly planted on the ground. It's just that you're not afraid to shoot high. Or wish upon a shooting star. So keep reaching for your goals, Cinderella. If you do, your happily ever after can't be far away. And you can seal that with a kiss.

What kind of kisser are you?
Whew, is it warm in here or is that just you? When it comes to kissing, you get your drive from the lure of romance. For you, it's more than a meeting of the lips. You appreciate kissing for the rush and for what it symbolizes. Long-stemmed roses, candlelight dinners, and weekend retreats to bed and breakfasts. Sound about your speed?You're a kissing partner who can go beyond the sweet surrender of locking lips to discuss the meaning of relationships. To really express yourself, you're probably one who's concerned with setting the proper mood. You might light a fire or take your date to a beautiful lookout before cuddling and kissing. You probably like to make a lot of eye contact, gently hug and touch your date, and talk tenderly about your feelings.While your intentions are pure, your intensity might sometimes be a little overwhelming. Don't forget that being playful can also be a sign of affection, and remember, sometimes a kiss is just a kiss.

What kind of sexy are you ?
Armani, Prada, Diesel, Sean John — they've got nothing on you. Wherever you go, trends follow — that's just the way it is. Your style precludes anything else you do, and that's what sets you apart from the crowd. You're a chameleon of sorts when it comes to sexy — able to change your shade to match the right mood, event, or setting. Careful, don't hurt yourself on that cutting edge. You're so fashion forward that you can hang with the sharpest people around. But you know what they say, you can take a fashionista to 5th Avenue, but you can't make them look as good as you.Your style doesn't have to say "I'm hip, I'm now," because it's so obviously the case. You are so sexy your shadow sets trends. You aren't just a mover and shaker, your vibe sets the tone for how people move and shake.

Have you found your Mr Right ?
You've played the field and maybe sown some wild oats in your day. In the process, you've figured out who you are and what you want. And now you're going after it with a great guy who wants a family as much as you do. It sounds like you're both ready to settle down and start your own family traditions.You've probably always made family a priority. Caring and dedicated, you'd do anything for those you love. So it's no surprise that you're ready to add more people to your family...no matter how you'll get along with his mother.

Sense of security (:

2007-12-08T21:08:00.001+08:00

Im at home the whole day (:
Kinda bored but i've no idea where to go.
Chatted with Gene till 6am plus this morning. Woke up at 4pm plus in the afternoon. Wanted to sleep more but don't know why , i cannot.
Tomorrow most probably will go out but dont know where yet.
Been slacking at home, playing audition and chatting :)

SENSE OF SECURITY ?
Why would you want to give me now when in the past , you neglected me and have never gave me what i wanted in the past ? Rather, you gave me those unwanted memories. Those things that i Do Not want , you gave them all to me. I dont deny that i do hate you but boy, its the past already. I dont bear grudges (: Somehow im glad that we are still friends now. I forgive but somethings i dont forget. Memories will still find its place at a corner of my heart and be hidden in there. Though at times, i will reminisce it and had noticed how much i've grow , strong.
And im happy that we ended our relationship fast enough.
Because you know it clearly that we dont belongs together. To you, you don like to get tied up.
To me, im looking for a relationship that can last much longer . To this, you cannot compromise with me and that i can give in no more. Anyway still thanks for truly love me once (:
And yes! I do really love you very much , once.
I hope for your case to be a successful one boy. Dont repeat the mistakes you've done. Turn over a new leaf and that life wont be as bitter as it is now. Though we've broken up, but im still the shuyu who will still care for you when you in need of someone there to hear you out :D

I dont think i can ever get enough of the security baby gave :(
Because there's a barrier between that. But i believe that , one day , im able to have it my ways (:
I misses baby though he's still being confined. I also hope for baby to turn over a new leaf for which i will always be around for him no matter what. And hey bitch ! I love him for who he is and not what he has. Dont you judge me as a girlfriend ! I know what im doing and i do not think you to teach me what to do when you know nothing about it. So what life is hard ? This is how life suppose to be isn't it ?
So what if i still cant get to see baby even after a month? I still love him , no less but MORE! Okays? You bitch can doubt my love or perserverance for him but i dont need you to comment so much or even poke ur fcuking nose into our matters which i dont see in anyway it concerns you (:

Friends of Foes?

2007-12-08T03:37:00.000+08:00

STOP BEING a HYPROCRITE you BASTARD.

I would really appreciate if we can just stop all contact with one another.
Stop being so pretentious. Stop acting like you really care alot when you did not.
Stop asking me to put my heart at ease when you know for that reason, i couldn't .
Dont say that you will stand by me when what you do is to flirt out there.
Stop giving me all sorts of excuses which you think can coax me.
For which i can tell you that none of that gonna works anymore.
Im not as naive as what your little mind thinks.
You dont seems to comprehend. And i dont see a need now.
The best is we shall go on separate ways.
But still i appreciated the memories of you being such a friend during that period (:

And oh seriously , im broke.
Perharps, its time to look up for another job. Christmas is juat round the corner and i've already decides what to buy for baby. It's been a month since i last saw him. Any idea how dearly i misses him ? My dear poor lil boy.

Off to auditioning lurhs. While waiting for gene to pm me la ><
4.00am
08Dec2007

2007-12-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

SORRY ISN'T THE WORD.
Is it easy for one to say sorry ? I think it is but is it easy too to actually mean that ? This i doubt so. Or rather i would say , exceptionally for children. They are naive and innocent. They bring no harm. Why do people say sorry ? Do they apologise just for the sake of making up to their mistakes or just for the sake of making someone appeased?
I see no point of apologising when one couldn't even figure out what happens.
Maybe that's the way human are like this.

All right. Enough of that. Im happy today. Just bought a Guess wallet from Takashimaya.
First time im buying with my own money which i got from working. Somehow i felt the satisfactory deep down :)
Went to look for Christina Jie too. Chatted with her :p
Went out with Sujuan this afternoon. Bused to Cinneleisure and catched the movie ; Tatooist.
A nice show i could say ? Pretty nice la. But it contains gore . anyway its a NC16 movie.
After a movie , went over to Heeren for a walk. Along the way , saw Weiwen . The birthday boy today. Happy Birthday Weiwen. Happy belated birthday to Sujuan (05dec07).
Dinner at meridden centre. TomYum Steamboat for the both of us :D

2007-12-06T01:20:00.000+08:00

Saw this coincidentally at Xunhong's blog. Pretty interesting :D

What makes you beautiful ?
Simplicity and elegance reign supreme in your closet. While others clamor to get the hottest, new designs, you prefer to take your time and find the additions that accent your already fabulous wardrobe. For a classic like you, style doesn't change that much, and you've always got it.
Thoughtful and kind, you try not to sweat the small stuff like a bad hair day or missing a great sale. After all, you've got priorities like family and friends, and everything else takes a back seat. Sound cool? You are!

My relationship IQ test
This number (125 ) is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Tickle's Relationship IQ test. Your Relationship IQ score is a number that measures your general knowledge of how people should behave in relationships. But we also took a look at how you behave in your relationships. Your test results tell us that your greatest relationship strength is resolving conflicts in your relationship while your weakest is .
Find out how your relationship know-how compares with what experts are calling the RIGHT way to love.

2007-12-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

Singapore was pouring the whole day today :(
Its so troublesome to actually go out. But still i did. :p
Was late this afternoon. Supposed to wake up at 12.45pm to get ready but instead woke up an hour later :x Perharps the weather was just nice to sleep, a little longer. No time to waste and so, get prepared and trained down to City Hall and met up with Ling, JohnGoh and Guoxiang.
Had MOS burger for lunch and utterly disappointed. The price is expensive and the food aren't really delicious. Thumbs Down*
After lunch , walked over to Marina Square to play pool while Gx and John played billiard.
While i played pool ALONE. Ling dont wanna play. She rather sat down at a corner than joining me for the game :(
And it seriously sucks. I mean not my skill but the services there. The meter jumped fast too :(
$9.80 per hour. While i played less than an hour and it cost me $7.20.
Around 6plus , bused with Ling and bid gdbyes to Gx and John. Went over to Tiong Bahru to meet up with my dear sweety, Peishan. Its been more than a month since we last met.Long uh?
Went Rajah Inn for steamboat. Had a joyous time with them. Ate alot too. But im glad that Peishan said that i've slim down. Thanks :p
But ive been eating alot. Everyday, confirm eating supper. So i hope i wont gain any more weights uh. :p
After dinner , backed with Ling to her house while she get changed and cabbed back to Jurong. She went to find Gx and co while i went home.

Tomorrow or a few hours down , meeting Sujuan. Heading to town , catching the movie ; Tatooist.
Update soon.

2007-12-04T04:48:00.000+08:00

Which relationship is right for me ?

In your ideal relationship you and you partner would be deeply and passionately connected. This sense of intimacy is really important for you. As is the need for certain rules and an understanding of who wields the power in your relationship. But regardless of how this works, your deep need for this kind of closeness will ultimately drive your relationship.

Is it Time to Break-up ?

Do other people say your relationship makes them feel sick? Ignore them — they're not trying to drop a hint, they're just jealous. And we don't blame them — it looks like your relationship is perfect. So why are you wasting your time taking this test, anyway? You should be with your boyfriend, taking advantage of the passion that's still in full-force.
On a more serious note, the respect and admiration the two of you have for each other makes your relationship a rare find. Not only do you feel a strong romantic connection, but you're also extremely close friends — a truly wonderful combination. Please accept our sincere congratulations, and go enjoy the love you've found!

2007-12-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

The colors of love test :
You put your trust in old-fashioned love and romance. As a result, you don't want just any partner. You're looking for a devoted soul mate. On your search for that person, you're one who can truly appreciate the rituals of courtship. Flowers, holding hands, thoughtful notes — these are the kinds of things that can set a heart like yours aflutter. Once you've found that special someone who stirs your desire, a Romantic Partner like you may have a tendency to disappear in the throws of this passionate romance entirely. But don't worry, once the relationship matures, you'll likely come up for air.
Amazingly, this is just the beginning of what we know about you based on your responses to the Colors of Love Test questions.Find out more about what your associations with color mean about you, your perceptions of love, and your dating patterns, in your personalized Colors of Love Report. It's ready right now!

Is " he " the one ?
There's definite potential here — he just might be "the One"! Maybe it's too early to tell if this is really "Mr. Wonderful," but it sounds like you've found someone great. There's no strict definition of love, but there are some things to think about that might help you to discover if this relationship is meant to last. Do your best qualities seem to shine when he's around? Do you find yourself overlooking pet peeves just because he's the guilty party? Do you feel all warm and fuzzy just thinking about him, even when he's not there? When you think about your future, is he in the picture? These are just a few of the good signs.
There's no easy recipe for a long-lasting relationship, but you've found some of the main ingredients. Chemistry is definitely a great foundation. Then you add some trust, communication, and respect. Of course, a dollop of humor and a generous amount of romance make it much more satisfying. There are many more things you can add to make it better, but that depends on the needs of the relationship and the individuals. The two of you have clearly mastered some key elements and seem well on your way to building a loving, long-lasting relationship. If, however, you have some doubts about him, or if this relationship isn't truly what you want, listen to your inner voice. "Forever" shouldn't be taken lightly. Try to explore your fears and concerns thoroughly. And, remember, if he's not "the One", that's okay, because you'll find someone who is even better for you. It's a win-win situation!

What type of flirt are you ?
Hey there, slick! We think it's pretty safe to say that you're a Smooth Flirt. You've got all the right moves, and you're confident that your target will appreciate all your winks and smiles. All it takes is the perfect line, right? Maybe so, as long as you deliver it with your charm meter set to "stun." Your flirting style is the perfect mix of body language and pure animal magnetism. With you on their trail, how can your prey possibly hope to get away? Seduction is inevitable. Just make sure not to overdo it. There's something to be said for simple, direct conversation. Your way with words and smooth moves guarantee that you'll hit the bullseye.

2007-12-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

Chia kian boon ♥ Wong shu yu
♥ ♥ ♥ 94 %
From love calculator ♥

2007-12-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Back from jurong point with my cousin.

Bought a cardigan and rented a horror movie to spent my night away.

Mummy rented 881movie too (:

Tommorow got to wake up early in the morning to get my pay. And to open a new bank account :)

Treating my dear xavier breakfast tomorrow.

Here's my beloved nephew ; xaiver :DD

Okays. and i misses baby so much. ICKB, my loves. My everything , my life :)

Tag Replies :

- Yanting : Thanks sweet. No problem. Thanks for the wishes (:

- : ::: Thanks. i hope to stay by him for long also :) Hopefully i wont disappoint any of those who wish us well uh :p

2007-12-02T18:23:00.000+08:00

All Good Things Come To An End.

Pleasures cannot go on forever, for all things change.
And i learn not to take anything, anyone for granted (:

I misses baby very much. All this while, my mind keeps wander out to him. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. As i and him parted, definitely i will feel more affection for him.
Though at times, we bickered. And i've no deny that we were once separated for quite some time but in the end, still gotten back together.
Every couple quarrels. Same goes to us. But ever since we fallen off and gotten back, im glad that we are much more better than the past. For the least, we confide in one another no matter what. Better communications being built. Staying strong for one another rather than leaving him alone.
Though it takes me quite some time to discover what and who i really wants and all this while, i gain and also, i lost alot of things. But im glad that at least i come to realise, baby is the one that i really wants.
And by making this choice, i know that it is not easy but i felt that love is all about trusting, respecting and compromising. For him, i guess i can make it through, even when he's not around (:

I love 汶

2007-12-02T18:14:00.000+08:00

2007-12-01T02:56:00.000+08:00

Talking on phone now with Yl
Im bored.
Went Jurong Point to get my pay just now, dinner and than trained to Queenstown to meet Samuel.
He's leaving for korea tomorrow and will be back one week later. Maybe i will miss him. :p
And he's like a girl. Behaving like one lil boy. Cute sia him (act cute maybe ? )
Qianqi came at 10 plus and we slacked till 11plus and boarded the last train back to Boon Lay.
Met Xy and went to Pioneer Mall for mac and then home.
Tomorrow going Jurong point again to get the second pay and then meeting Yl . Going to Ww's birthday. At night, going Kbox with yl and qq.
Shall update when im back.
And , ive rebond my hair. Not very well done though :(

2007-11-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

1. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Maybe yes. When baby comes out (:

2. What color are your eyes?
Black, a lil brown.

3. What's the last thing someone said to you?
Okok . . .

4. What does your last text say?
Dont give him sex!

5. What is the total call time on your phone?
Dont know.

6. What messaging system do you use?
M1.

7. Do you smoke cigarettes?
Yes.

8. When is the last time you cursed?
A few minutes ago.

9. Do you have a dog? named?
I dont keep pets.

10 . What is the last item you gave away?
Money :(

11. Do you own a stereo that cost more than $100?
I don own that. My mummy i think.

12. What is one thing you question?
Why do guys flirt so much?

13. Where do you see yourself in 4years?
In a house, looking after our 2babies :D

14 . Do you lead people on?
Maybe. Hopefully i can.

15. Have you ever hiked up a mountain?
Nope.

16. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
Yeaps. I did that most of the time. :p

17. Are you married?
Nope. Im only 16. But i wish i am, to baby.

18. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
Day ago?

19 . Are you the oldest of your siblings?
Nope, rather im the youngest.

20. Who are you talking to right now?
My mummy.

21. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?
Yes.

23. Would you like to live in New YorkCity?
No idea. Hongkong or France can?

24. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you didn't even do?
Yeaps.

25. Do you miss someone?
Ya. Alot.

26. Do you think they miss you too?
I think so. Ahas!

26. Will you ever speak to them again?
Ya.

27. What would you do if you saw your ex walking down the street?
Go up to him, smile wide and say Hi. Single or attached ? :p

28. What would you do if you found out you had an identical twin?
I will be shock :x

29. If your crush asked you out right now, what would you do?
Go with him :D

30. When is the last time you laughed?
Dont remember. I always laugh :x

31. Have you ever been in a museum?
Yes.

32. Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend?
Yes.

33. How old are you?
16years and 2 days young :p

34. Do you plan to go to college?
Nope. Never ever think of that. I think of going to university. LOL.

35. What are you doing tomorrow?
Catching up my sleep. Being a sleeping queen. :x

36. What did you do yesterday?
i think i sleep at home.

37. What have you eaten today?
Forgotten. I ate alot of food. :x

2007-11-29T12:29:00.000+08:00

Does time reall heal everything?
Does love really not last?
Does guys really a flirtatious creature?

Will all promises meant nothing but just a pack of lies?
Do love really makes one lost hope ?
Will love makes one give up life?

Whats the definition of love? Someone tell me please.

Its so complicating isn't it?

A tinge of guilt and jealousy swirled past me.
And it shows me clearly that It takes two hands to clap.

2007-11-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :D 27november07

Its 3.30pm now.
Reached home at about 7.30am this morning.
Yesterday morning, rushed over to KK hospital to pay a vist to my girlgirl, munmun as she was being admitted. After visiting her, cabbed over to Parklane to meet Boonwee, Andre and thomas. Played pool, lan and then over to Ling's place. Slacked around at KFC while waiting for Qianqi's cab . Headed to Plush. Shan Qian and co were all there too la. Okays, it was very pack.
Meverick come all the way from dont know where to Central Mall to meet me just for the sake of wishing me Happy Birthday. LOL. Touched by his sincerity :) Little brother.
Met John's friends. And quite shock to actually see Raynard was with them. That i could actually mistaken Raynard as Esmond :x So embarrassed when i could not even differentiate Raynard and Esmond.
They joined us at the dance floor and i think we did enjoyed :D
The party ended at about 4am. Together with Raynard and friends went over to S11 for supper or rather breakfast?
And then walked over to Boat Quay. Slacked around and when dawn break, cabbed home.
Shared cab with Raynard, Junjie, and Samuel.
Very tired and knock out at 8am.

Big Thank you for those who tagged me Happy birthday. Thanks for remembering my birthday.
:DD

2007-11-25T02:31:00.000+08:00

THIS IS NOT MY WEEK ! IT SERIOUSLY SUCKS !
Nothing seems to be going on smoothly.

My birthday is drawing close but i do not look forward to that at all.
I dont even have the idea of thinking how to celebrate and how it would ends up.
And i really pray for time to go slowly. SlOW i say!

FCUK UP & DEVASTATED !!!!!! @#$%^&*!@#$%

2.42am
251107#

2007-11-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today went Far East with cousin to buy the dress. And i bought it :)
As she needed to rush for her prayer meeting and so rushed back to Boonlay.
But its all right with me. As i bought the dress already :p

Yesterday went town with meiling and met yongling at bugis. Slacked around at bugis. Got Meiling's pictures. Candid shot. Then about 11.45pm, we went home :D

AWW..I MISS HIM, MY BABY ♥

Though you aint coming out this week, i don deny im sad.

But i think i can understand why.

i dont blame him for misbehave or whatsoever.

Like i told himbefore, no matter what, i promise i will not leave.

I will always be around for him, baby (:

Thats all because ILOVEHIM ♥

2007-11-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

MEILING IS A BOMBSTER! :D
She's not able to wake up on time this morning and so , we weren't able to go East Coast.
Ling called me at about 4am + and we chatted on phone till 6am.
Both of us were already dead beat so we spared each other about 1hour time to sleep.
But okays, not able to sleep. Because...Xinlong called me and told me to meet him earlier as he hadsn't been sleeping for the whole night. But didn't meet him earlier as i had a premonition that someone ( either meiling or yongling ) will oversleep. Adding on my tiredness, i pleaded Xinlong to call me at 7am at least i could get 30mins of beauty sleep.
Time flies. 7am, Xinlong called. I asked him to call meiling and check out of meiling is awake and okays, she off her phone. And meaning, she's not awake and hohoo, no East Coast already.
Xinlong hyper-active okays! He asked me to get prepare and accompany to go town. -.*
But sorry. Im really very tired. Slept at7am and woke up at 4.45pm :)
The weather nowadays was just nice for me to sleep. Had alot of unrealistic dreams -.* Lmaos.
Luckily it wasn't real.
Met yongling at about 8pm + as she met her boyfriend just now. Headed over to Pioneer Mall. Xinlong came and went over to RC to slack.
And then back home.
I seriously wants to go out tomorrow. Staying at home for so many days somehow bore me. Everyday same routine. Waking up late afternoons, on computer, dinner. computer again, chatting on phone, sleep in the morning, wake up late afternoon again.
Waste time isn't it?
Shall see where should i go tomorrow :)
Longest post so far uh? :p

Hasn't been seeing baby in my dream :( Though, i misses him lots.
Without him, my life aint whole. Without him, i don't know whats love.
He made me grow and teach me how to be strong.
At least stay strong for the days without him :)
ILOVEBABY~

2007-11-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

Okays. firstly my apologise to Meiling. Didn't go with her for breakfast and fly kite. Doing that maybe tomorrow? Been slacking at home for a few days already. Staying at home can be comfortable :) But i guess i need to go out to relax with friends. :D
Update more when im out. Cares. Misses baby so much now :(

1) What is your handphone brand that you are you using now?
W850i

2) What did you do today?
Audition, slack at home (:

3)What are you doing now?
multi -task ; chatting, smsing, watching tv, doin this survey.

4) Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Meiling :)

5) What time is it now?
10.00pm

6) What' s today date?
20th Nov.

7) Any plans for the weekends?
Yes, celebrating my birthday :DD

8) Who's on your "who I want to meet" list?
Fairy Godmother :p

9) Who 's the last person who sent you an sms?
Youan :)

10) Who's the last person you sms to?
Youan.

11) Missing anyone now?
Yeaps. Baby. Always missing him <3>

12) Kissed someone on your top friends?
Yeaps :x

13) Been arrested?
Nope. im a good girl :D

14) Kissed someone you didn't like?
Nope. What for?

15) You like someone?
Yes. I even love him :p

16) Been suspended from school?
Nope. From class only :x

17) Been fired from a job?
Nope. i fired the boss instead :p

2007-11-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

All right. Im bored at home. Sleep till late evening just now as i slept at 6.30am in the morning.
Ling came over just now. Slacked at home.
10pm, she went home.
Tomorrow still no plan.
Another survey (:

1. Do you like someone?
- Yeaps :)

2. Do you believe in love at firstsight?
- Yes :D

3. Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
- Of course.

RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
- Er, Yes.

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
- My sister, mother and Me.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
- Yes.

4. Is anyone mad at you?
- How would i know?

BLUE IS SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name?
- WongShuYu :)

2. What is your career plan for the future?
- A superWoman

3. What's your main goal in life?
- To have unlimited flows of cash. i believe that money buys happiness :p

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
- Yes :D

2. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
- Shop down the street. Getting everything that caught my eye. il just BUY :p

3 . If you could have anything right now,what would it be?
- Baby, money.

GREEN IS OPINION
1. Lower the drinking age?
- Yes :D

2. Abortion?
- Nope.

3. War?
- Cmon, NO.

4. Global Warming?
- No of course.

PURPLE IS Q &AQ
: How many beds did you lay in today?
- One. My own :D

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
- Red.

Q: What will you do everyday ?
- Wakeup, eat, sit infront of my com, sleep :)

Q: What website(s) do you visit themost ?
- Friendster & my blog :D

Q : Do you have plants in your room?
-No. I dont have a habit on keeping plants.

Q: Does anything hurt on your body?
- Ehs. Nope. Im doing perfectly fine.

Q: Do you own a camera phone?
- Definetely.

PINK IS LAST
1. Movie watched in cinema?
- 881. Months ago :D

2. Song you listened to?
- Never let you go.

3. Person you talked/texted on the
- Ling.

GREY IS TODAY
1. What are you going to do tonight?
- Slack my time away.

2. What are you going to eat?
- I've eaten :D

3. Where are you going to be at now ?
- Im at home. maybe somebody put me in his/her heart? j/k :x

BLACK IS FOR TOMORROW
1.Tomorrow is?
- Tuesday

2. Are you looking forward to it?
- Nope. Its just another day (:

3. Are you going to laugh
- I laughs everything, everyday without fails :]

4. Who are you going to be with?
- I dont know. No idea.

5. Do you want to change that?
- What can i change?

6. Do you have a crush?
- Yeaps.

7. When is your birthday?
- 27Nov. 8 more days :)

8. Are you happy with life at the moment?
- Quite satisfied i guess.

2007-11-19T04:36:00.000+08:00

Im bored and did a survey. Its 5.10am already. Waiting for xinlong to send me those songs and i wanna go sleep already. zzz. I misses baby badly :(

Result from a survey i did online. True enough?
You can't live a day without thinking about them!
They still control your thoughts and actions without knowing it.
You really miss them, but you should try to move on and love someone else who actually deserves it.
If you guys were meant to be together then it will happen, but if not don't spend all your time waiting for them because then you'll stop living.

The Survey.
1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say?
: Its not possible. Because i have not done sex nor intimate contact with guy :)

2 . Do you trust all of your friends?
: Of course not :s

3. Would you move to another state orcountry to be with the one you love
: Yeaps. So long is with him, everywhere will be all right.

4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
: Yeaps :D

5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
: Disrespectful and lack of trust.

6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
: Currently, cant think so anyone (:

7. Are you afraid of falling in love?
: Yes. Because for now, there's no one i wanna love than baby.

8. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
: Yes. Baby.

9. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new person?
: Nope. Friends come and go. If fated to go, i do not have to turn my back off him/her [:

10. What did the last text message you sent say?
: " change liiao. to -DIY-adoreSY "

11. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
: The eye and the look?

12 . Fill in the blank. I _______ you in my life..
: need.

13. Att or Single?
: Half attached half single? :S

14. If you were to wake up from beingin a coma for an long period of time who would you call?
: No idea. By then i think i will lost most of my memories or even everything?

15. How many kids do you want to have?
: 2. one baby boy and a baby girl (:

16. Love Someone?
: Ya.

17. Where was your default picture taken?
: Home.

18. What's your middle name?
: Shu

19. Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
: Will baby be coming out next week?

20. What do you want the most now?
: Baby's presence to be here.

21. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
: Change my attitude towards baby.

22. Shoe size?
: 5

23. What are you wearing right now?
: Precious Moments pyjamas.

24. Righty or Lefty?
: left.

25. Best place to eat?
: Home.

26 . Favorite animal?
: Couldn't think of one.

27. Favourite Color?
: Red and black, pink.

28. Favourite drink?
: Green tea.

29. Favorite juice?
: Watermelon milk juice.

30 . Have you had the chicken pox?
: Childhood time.

31. Have you had a sore throat?
: Yeaps. Couples of weeks ago.

32. Ever had plastic surgery?
: Nope. Maybe in the future.

33. Who knows you the best?
: Myself :)

34. Do you get along with your family?
: So-so. ( at times )

35. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
: glasses when im at home, sometimes.

36. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
: Nope, i dont keep pets.

37. Been to Mexico?
: No.

38. Did you buy something today?
: Yes. 2 Magazines, nail polish.

39. Did you get sick today?
: Nope, im healthy :x

40. Do you miss someone today?
: Yes, not only today, everyday rather.

41. Did you get in a fight today?
: Nope.

42. When is the last time you had a massage?
: couldn't remember.

43. Last person to lay in your bed?
: My cousins?

44. Last person to see you cry?
: Dont remember already.

45 . What was the last channel you watched?
: Channel 8

46. What are your plans for the weekend?
: Meeting up with baby. for my bdae celebration.

47. Who do you think will repost this?
: Some of my friends? Passerby? no idea.

48. Are you happy?
: I cant be any happier without baby.

49. Who was the last person you hung out with?
: Vivian.

2007-11-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

Sleep till late afternoon and got prepared and went to meet Vivian at Jurong East and bused to IMM.
One thing added to my wishlist. Sony T20. I want that. Hopefully im able to get it. Any kind soul wanna give me? Tsk* Kidding~
Shopped around and then too tired and went back home.
Tomorrow no plan yet. Shall see how. This week, baby never come out. Shall wait till next week. No choice~ Got to wait lor (:
But my heart still goes out to him at all times :D

2007-11-18T00:19:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BDAE CHARMAINE 17nov2007

17november2007 Saturday.

Im back after my ten plus hours of sleep.

Was at Charmaine's Chalet. Met up with Ling, Boonwee, Edwin, Andre, Junren and his girlfriend at Queenstown. Trained to Tampiness and boarded bus29 over to the Aloha Chalet.

Reached there at about 5pm+.

Slacked and talked there. Bugged JohnGoh over to the chalet and Ive succeed :p

He came from Jurong all the way to Changi Village.

Went for a walk at OCH. Then, pouring out things to each other .

Did not catch a wink at the chalet while ling, the first one who said " Seriously hor, i not tired ehs. " Than, she's the first one who fell asleep. Lol. Im seriously bored, to the extent of kept talking those straycats :x

Time flies quite fast there. Around 7am+, ling and i went for breakfast. JohnGoh had difficulty getting his butt out of the bed despite ling and my bugging. So we both went for breakfast ourselves (:
After breakfast, packed my stuff and went back Jurong with John. Ling was left bored there.

Oh, poor girl. But i still text her.

Long journey back to Jurong. That's seriously sucks.

Bought breakfast for mummy, headed home.

Bathed, saw my bed, jumped onto it and dozed off. From 12pm all the way to 9pm+.

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2007-11-16T01:41:00.000+08:00

Click for Larger image (:

Morning, Jurong East with Ling.

Afternoon, doctor with meiling, Ling.

Night, Jurong East with Ml,Ling and John.

Im very tired already. Currently on phone now with Xinlong. Tomorrow going for chalet. Going to bed soon. Shall update soon.

Anyway, the fortune teller told me that baby is a nice guy but is someone whose temper aint good. And its quite true :D I misses baby.

2007-11-14T22:08:00.001+08:00

Changed my blogskin already. Cause i think i'm getting a little sick of black color background.
But you people can tell me if this is nicer or the previous blogskin is better. Thanks.
Yesterday last day of work. Im those kind of people who's not those kind of devotee for things. And i truthfully hope that i wont get too over with baby. Its not that i will be unfaithful to him. Its not that i do not love him or i will love him less. I still loves and misses him. but all this being done at a distance. Its devastating but thats only i know it clearly that we wont be as happy as how we used to be. Sometimes, things are just within out control. Its hard to describe using words I dont even know what had eventually gotten over him or rather us. And not any passerby can ever understand. Nature take it course then.
Had been rotting at home today. Doing some catching up with my sleepness (:
Tomorrow going to submit my timesheet and dont know where i will be at already.

Bye people. Going for audition lurhs :D
Nights*

2007-11-13T19:59:00.001+08:00

Friends come and goes out of your life. When you really need someone there, you can hardly get any soul here. But what to do? I've alot to rant, to say but at this point of time, I dont seems to be able to write anything already. Maybe i really do need time to adapt to all this. Without those girls and baby. It takes time to let go of everything. If only i have nothing initially.

2007-11-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken on the days when Jasmine and I went Safra for pool (:

2007-11-10T16:39:00.000+08:00

Just had Pizza from pizza hut for my breakfast or rather lunch. Woke up late afternoon at about 3pm.

Yesterday woke up at 6.15am and got prepared and went to meet baby for breakfast. Things dont go on smoothly. I felt that he's not behaving like himself. His behaviour was odious.

But the indian guy up in the pictures was baby's friend, Daniel. Get along quite well with him. But i doubt i will have the chance to meet up with them already as there's something i know that i have or im ought to do. Baby is always the apple of my eye but everything changed. Im disgusted by the way he did things yesterday.

After meeting him, i met mengxi. Brought her up to Adecco as she's looking for a job. Slacked around outside and coincidently, saw baby and his bunch of friends but we didn't exchange any words. At that point of time, im already in a bad mood and so i couldn't be bothered whether he talks to me or not.

Mengxi went back home while i met ling at Tiong Bahru and bused to Suntec. Jasmine called me and a lil while later, i met her at Chinatown. Suddenly, an urge to play pool and bused to KimSeng. All right, they closed down. I suggested to go to Safra as thats the nearest place. Boarded bus service number 195 and there was one uncle who was in his fifties or sixties. I think he was mentally abnormal. He's irritating, singing in the bus and stomping his feet at the same time. -.*

Reached Safra and after few games of pool, went for dinner. After dinner, somehow at about 8pm+ , went back to play pool again and thats how, jasmine and I started to enjoy more. The so-called boss, Joseph is a nice guy. Those teenage guys working there are nice too.

Joseph texted Sam and co telling them that there was some pretty girls over here and those jerks rushed down and was kinda disappointed seeing me and Jasmine there. Ahas.

Joseph's words enlighten me too (:

Though our age gap is big but seriously no problem to communicate.

Money makes the world go round. &&

Joseph said Jasmine has both beauty and brains. lols

Thats what Joseph said. True enough (:

Stayed all the way till 11.30pm. Rushed back to Jasmine house and cabbed back home at about 1.10am. Mummy brought me for supper and i got back at 2.35am. Bathed and everything, went to bed at 3.00am.

Enjoyed the times spent with Jasmine, bee. Though its been very long since we meet up, we still enjoys extremely much.

Today, stay at home because im very lazy, seriously lazy to go out.

2007-11-08T13:50:00.000+08:00

The big bear that me and ling wants :)
Finally, i have the mood to actually cam-whoring :D
Oh. Its really time to update . I think im gonna stay at home and rest today,but somehow, samuel asked me to meet him over at town with lennard. I wanted to go, but thinking of the travelling time and i somehow got bored of town. Probably, determine to stay at home. Everyday running out really made me worn out. Shouldn't treat my home sweet home like a hotel (:

Yesterday, met up with ling in the afternoon. Went over to paya lebar, City plaza. Bought a shade and after that, went over to Mustafa centre. Ehs, really boring okays? Never will i shop there again.

Then , went over to Marina Square. Bought a new t-shirt. Wanting to buy BAG. Looking for my ideal bag for very long already but still cant find :( Shall continue to search for that.

After Marina Square, walked over to Suntec. Slacked a little while, bused home.

Waited for baby to call me. Talked after midnight and then, he called again at 2am as promised. But im already asleep. He wanted me to just carry on to sleep but i dont want (: Talked to baby is better. Okays, talked till 3am plus as he was going out. And i just went back to sleep.

Its 2.30pm already and baby still sleeping. Shall wait for him to wake up.

Im elated. Meeting baby for breakfast in the morning. He told me that he wanted to meet me tomorrow partially was because of me and other half, is that he dont want to break his promise made for me. So sweet of baby. I feel that things are getting better for us, for the very least, we started to talk things nicely to each other. For which, i will never stop loving him ♥

Tomorrow not working as breakfast with baby is more important (:

Maybe mummy is gonna to lecture me but, too bad, im very persistent.

2007-11-04T16:02:00.000+08:00

Here to update (:
This few days had been working and going out.

And im really super lazy to actually blog.

Yesterday met up with shawn at boon lay interchange and bus to Bukit Merah Central to meet ling. Shawn's brother came and slack awhile at bukit Merah, cabbed to Suntec. Slacked there. And back to jurong point to meet my cousins up for dinner.

Talked on phone with baby till midnight and then he go to sleep while i go for supper with mummy.

Tomorrow working and the thought of it, could actually spoil my mood. Cause i find it rather bored ehs. Need to wake up so damn early.

But i will try to update okays? Try.

Sad, not able to meet baby up for breakfast today. But he promised me that to meet me up for breakfast next saturday. hopefully, he wont put me aeroplane uh (:

I miss him alot okays? i love baby.

23 more days uh. lets countdown together <:

2007-10-30T20:41:00.001+08:00

Late updates!
Im seriously damn pissed!! After work, went Jp with my mother. After dinner, she went back to Granny house while i took bus257 home. Guess what? I waited for 35minutes! Damn it! There was bus243 in front and the driver can just wait for the bus to drive away and drove the bus infront to the place where the first passenger was right? But damn him! He opened the door and those passengers who were queueing at the back! Then for us, those passengers queueing infront, for a long long time, boarded the bus later than those who were far behind us. This was not the worse. The worst was that, he drove so recklessly. Wtf?!? I jotted down the bus plate number and im sure to complain to SBS tomorrow. People, please understand that im not even so unreasonable. Its just that i find it was too much. And SBS had been wanting to increase the bus fares when that's the service they gave? __

Okays enough of that. Today's my first day working at Shipyard road. Comfort resources company. This is a better place as compared to Cheung Woh Industries. The people are much more friendlier than the one in Cheung Woh. And the treatings are definetely better here . Anyway, im only working for 2 weeks and hopefully, i will perservere. Must have the determination if not someone will definetely nag at me. =x woots.

And i miss Jasmine Tan so much okays! Wanting to see her soon la! :) Bee, i miss you.

2007-10-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

Im bored. Its already 12.00am monday and i've just finished my prata. Should i say that its my dinner or supper? Whatever. It had been 3 days straight i've been having pratas late every night. And im pretty sure that i will gain lots of weight. But seriously cant help much as I cant stand the temptation of pratas :x

Went for my fringe rebonding just now in the afternoon. And its my habit to cut hair when im bored and so cut my fringe again. Cause i always believe that even the ugliest hair will grow :)

It's a brand new week. Hopefully it will be a better week. Ive not been hearing anything from baby this week. I miss him and ya no deny that i still thinking of him everytime. But ya, somethings just cant be patched up as somethings are just within our control, no matter what it is, it always takes 2 hands to clap. But still i really appreciate having him as a friend here for me. its been more than 2 years. We've been through alot. Thick and thin. Not everythings goes on well. But he know it very clearly that i care for him in every ways and that i know it myself that he do care for me though some people told me that he's not worth my tears. Perharps i always think that i know him pretty well in some ways. Or maybe im too optimistic?
But still, those promises that i made to him, will not be broken. Maybe what he told me last week about this week is true. Perharps i should really trust him. Probably as a friend :)

Okays enough of my rantings. Im simply too bored. I'm gonna be a good girl, listen to what my mummy told me. To go to bed. As tomorrow got to wake up early for an interview at Taka. And going down to jurong east to get my payslip :D

Bye peeps. Nights.

2007-10-28T12:38:00.000+08:00

Today a sunday and okay rot at home.
Yesterday a saturday.
Met up with yl and ml and we headed to town. Went to have lunch at long john and after that went Far east and bought a heels at a cheap price as its their closing sales.
Slack till night and was bored already. Initially wanted to go for Kbox or partyworld but, we find it like worthless and so drop that idea.
In the end, went paradiz centre for games of pool. And sad to say that i lost to ml for 5 rounds straight. Expected, i would blame the cue but 5 rounds okays! Really got to admit that my pool-skills deproved drastically. Oh my~ Got to play more often to improve. Haas!
Overall, quite fun ~

2007-10-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

26Oct07 Friday : 12.05am

Back after eating my supper. Anyway today's the first day at work and it seriously sucks. Yesterday Ben accompany me to Tuas area to search for my workplace and we went round and round Tuas and still cannot find the company because of me, got the street of the name confused and that its already at the night time and we couldn't really see clearly. So drop the idea of searching. It's like pointless. Went Jalan bahar for dinner. His treats though i wanted to pay but he reluctant to let me pay. After dinner, he sent me home and home he go next :)

Woke up at 6.45am today, washed up and bused to interchange. Waited for bus 182 for damn fcuk long and omfg , the bus was pack with those bangalas and china people and those blackies, brown-ies or whatever you called that. Reached Tuas and i had a hard time finding for the Cheung Woh company. Was late for work but the madam was later than me. The things that pissed me off were that, the attitude of those workers and the Boss seriously sucks!

The working place was in a factory. It stinks and noisy ! Damn!! Worse still was that, first time i came across something which i seriously never see before. The whole process of doing that was real damn hard. And the boss was like not happy with the things i do and i also don't enjoy working there because it seriously like hell! So quitted. Worked for one day only. But its all right. Thanks goodness that i left that fcuking workplace before i find myself dying there.

Okays Jasmine said that I definetely not gonna have the determination to work for long and true enough la. But then, its because i cannot tolerate any further in that kinda place. And i will still pester you for free lunch but once i get another job, i will definetely treat you a good meal. Trust me la! If not i will swing my hands and hit hard to my heart. :p Meet up soon okays? Im sorry to had put you aeroplane today.

2007-10-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

Here a short post.
Tomorrow start work lurhs. At tuas south avenue 5. 8.30-5.30pm. Hopefully can relax :P
I wanna THANK JASMINE TAN SU LING. She did a great help. Giving the agent my number and I got a job! WEEts.. Gonna treat her for a sumptious meal. So Jasmine Tan, you wait for my call to treat u go eat.
ILOVEYOU most okays? Chuchu**
You last long for your job and i will pester you for you to treat me buffet all right? :p

2007-10-24T16:07:00.000+08:00

Back after one day and here i am to blog. School was bored. 2 hours of physics and 2 hours of chemistry everyday. =.* It kills.
Physics lesson, whole day spent at the lab to do practical and it sucks. Real sucks. Mdm Cheng seems to pick on me and Jazreel. Whatever. Chemistry lesson, in class. Doing the topic regarding moles? Lol. Ya moles, its bored too.
Yesterday went down to Jurong east for some register for an admin job which a agent found for me. Most probably will be working this friday.
I will try to update more when more things happens, hopefully good one :)
So people, do come and visit my blog often uh. :p

To Darren : hey, audi bf, how are you lurhs? Still fine? Thanks, the somg in my blog is" Dui bu qi, Wo ai ni." But i do not have this song in my com. Wait till my friend sent me lurhs, then i sent it to you okays? :) Cares.

2007-10-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

Pictures Uploaded :D

Goodnights~

2007-10-22T14:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BRITHDAY TO LIN PEI SHAN 21OCT

All About yesterday SUNDAY.
Went out early in the morning, met sam and went town. Saw medhee and his friends. So walked around and have fun. Met shan at cinneleisure and went up Kpool for games of pool. Lost to samuel and i put the blame on the cue =x ahas.
Left cinne at about 4.30pm while we are supposed to meet Juepeng and bunch of friends at Queenstown at 5pm. And so, we were late. Slightly late i could say :)

Wasn't in a good mood. Baby's problem and partly was because im so damn hungry. Been starving.Baby got my mood damn low.Seriously I don't know what to do to stop and solve all this problems. But yesterday since he don't really bother, then forget it. I know deep down my heart, im sad, i feel like crying out but i still hold on to my tears. I do not want my friends to worry about me. It's peishan's sweet lil 16. Told myself, cannot spoilt mood.
Reached Marina south at about 6.30pm+ Got two big tables as there's 14 people.
And slowly, slowly, temporary don't remember what happened between us and enjoyed our celebration.
Had been starving and so, ate quite alot. Lols. And samuel the kind soul , help to cook those meat and gave it to me and shan. Though...though.. its not really cooked or its overburnt. Ahas. But he also got some lil burn as the oil jump. Poor samuel uh. But still big thank you for helping me with the food :D My great friend. My friends all ate quite little. So i was saying that Samuel and Hueyting can Two-in-one. As they both ate so little. Candidly not worth the $13 per pax.
Ate till about 9pm+ , the guys wanted to play Dota. Game Freak ! It's Peishan birthday okays. And thet dont seems to manage things well ehs. But not all guys la. Maybe peng and some others? But still, all went for Dota. Okay whatever ok? So we girls went to town than staying at Marina south. Peishan wanted to take neo-print. Went back cinneleisure and oops , closed . Tried our luck and walked to Heeren and went up to the neo-print shop and it was closing and so Jazreel asked the lady if she would just let us go for one. And hohos, can. Hurried in and pictures taking. After neo-print. hueyting and Jazreel went off while me and shan waited for the bus at the bus stop. Fcuk. Its bad time. Dont know what bus to take home. Ehs, it's not that im so dumb of dont know to take what bus. :p Wanted to take the express bus but that bus-stop got no 502. Thought of taking bus36 and then changed 502 at Dohby Ghuat but 174 came and I've no idea why i boarded the bus. Its fcuking long ehs. Bored. As my damn phone low batt. No music, nothing. The bus was taking so damn long and aiya.. cannot take it lurhs la, alighted at one stop, and cabbed home instead. Reached home at about 15minutes past midnight. Bathed and everything, on computer and played audition. Damn no luck, kept getting cools. Irritated and don't play lurhs la. Called Eugene as requested and talked til 2 am+ and good nights. Sweet dreams.

Today. 22OCT.
Got woken up by 2 phone calls. One was a china lady. Called me at 9am plus and asked me if i know how to speak chinese. Wtf? I answered her in chinese asking who is she and she still can asked me if i know how to speak chinese? Hang up the phone. Damn! 2 mintues later, phone rang again. This time was another lady speaking anotehr language which i seriously dont understand. Im already so sleepy and in an unconsious state. So just shout over the phone asking who are they. She asked if im ****** ( forget the name liiao ) I say wrong number la! Fcuk. But too tired, went back sleep. Woken up by mummy at 2am+ . And so, im here blogging while waiting for my Fish burger to come back :D
Tremendous headache. Sick*
Tomorrow school and i believe it will sucks big time.

Photos will be uploaded when Peishan sent me those picas.
Take care people :)

Some people told me I shouldn't try
Because all you do is make me cry
But I love you to much to let you go
I love you more then you think you know
You tell me that you just don't care
All those times I needed you there
to hold me when i hurt real bad
to dry my tears, and take my sad
you can't understand how i feel inside
when it was over, I just died
All I want is for you to see
is what you really mean to me
Ever since that horrible day
that i heard those words you had to say
I can't stop thinking about you
I want you to know all this is true
Everything you've read
is about the things you've said
I'll never, ever stop tryin'
But I am so sick of Cryin'

2007-10-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

Not in good mood today. He got me crying. But i know that he does not want it either and i understand baby. You worth everything to me and that I want you well, you know? Listen to me can? No matter what, you still have me around. I promise. No worries baby :D
Hopefully this will be the last time you got me crying. No more next time okays? Lets work towards that together all right? iloveyou ♥

Tomorrow meeting up with Samuel in the morning. Hopefully he can wake up early in the morning :)
Afternoon meeting Lihao and co to buy present :D
Evening at 5pm, meeting Shan the birthday girl and friends for steamboat celebration at Marina.
And i hope all things will go on well. An enjoyable day perharps? Hope so!
Damn my sickness still have not recover :(

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAPHNE BABIIE. ♥

Blogg tomorrow when i reaches home. Takecare people :)

2007-10-19T22:26:00.000+08:00

Slept till very late today. Woke up late afternoon.
Washed up and bused 185 to Fico Sports Hub. Meet ling, shan and some guys as they playing soccer there. All right, i mean the guys not ling and shan. Everything ended at about 6.45pm ++.
They wanted to go Jurong point for dinner but I have no appeitite and so didn't join them. On diet also :p
Went back home and sleep again. zzz~
Got woken up at around 8pm+ by my cousin. Its already 10.30pm now and im bored. Hasn't had my dinner. Aww..dieting SUCKs but what to do?
Baby's saying that im fat. >.< So DIET la! :D

Tomorrow maybe rotting at home. Recover from my sickness and then will be able to make it for Shan's birthday celebration on Sunday :) They planned for steamboat , Oh my, its all about food okays? But no worries, its her birthday. main priority : She is HAPPY xp

Update tomorrow or what all right? ? Tkcare people. :DD

2007-10-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

Was at home today.
My apologies yo Pris jie and Peiying dearest for unable to meet up with you all today as im sick. But i promise to make it up with you girls one day all right ? :D

Rest at home. Joined Ruffnang. And a big thank you to those who tagged me. I appreciate that and hope for you guys to drop by more often uh :P

Tomorrow going back to school as ive missed 2 days. Zzz. How i wished i can skip for tomorrow but chances are slim la! lols.I want to get well fast so that i can do alot of things rather than sleeping and rotting at home :(

2007-10-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO JUEPENG !! 15OCT2007

Woke up damn early and meet shan , ling, juepeng etc at Queenstown. Trained to Somerset, Kbox at Cinneleisure. Bought cake for Peng. Hopefully he's touched uh.
After Kbox which ended at about 2pm, the bunch of guys went Vivo while me, shan and ling went to plaza singapura for a game of rock fever and headed to Vivo after that.
Shopped and slacked for a little while and then bused home. Long journey. And im sick.
Down with fever in the morning. 38.1 degrees. Cough and running nose coming all up. DAMN!
And so did not go to school. And MC for tomorrow also. :D

nice ma peng ?
PengPeng's cute lil cake. :D

lihao,junren,cheeho,thomas,juankit.kaisheng,JUEPENG,boonwee,andre,binwei,

shuyu,peishan&yongling.

And the lil picture is Qianqi's photo. Thomas and co played with that. With those curry sauce and lettuce and blabla. Because all including me, hate her to the core. ! :P

2007-10-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

As promised, i will blog. :D
Went Jp to collect my cookie. Forgotten that today was a public holiday and that the mrt station was so packed, with bangala. =.* Damn.
So after collection, quickly went home. Dont wanna stay outside.
Reached home and evening time, went swimming with mummy and munmun. :D So cute okays?
Past picas of her :D

And i miss my lil boy so much. I had never and will never love him less. ♥

2007-10-13T12:24:00.000+08:00

Im super duper happy. Your talk was like a candies, that make me smiling :D
I miss you my dearie so much. Very much :)
I shall meet you one of this day in this month, I will be waiting for the day to come.
You mean alot to me you know? Aiya you know de la. =p

Okay. Going to Jp to collect my stuff liiao. Blog later.
Byes.

2007-10-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

Okay. Im feeling great.Very happy. You had definetely make my day :D

2007-10-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

okay. just a summary.

Thursday. 11OCT07.
Ling called and said wanted to come my house. Slacked at my house and we ordered Pizza Hut for our dinner. Also our first meal of the day. :( Poor lil us. And so, when we finally waited for our pizza to arrive, we just happily munching away on our pizzas and drumlets. =p
okays. readers wipe away your saliva uh. :D ahas. im being lame.

After eating, cam-whoring in the room. Meaning i have lotsa picas to be uploaded and somehow im lazy as tomorrow i have to go back to school to hand in the option form for secondary 5. Freak! It sucks!

Tomorrow or rather few hours down gonna be a busy day. After handing in the option form, got to meet vivian jie for Jp as i need to buy some stuff for my love. Then still have to go down serangoon at evening to meet clarence and gabriel as jasmine wanted to see the rabbits. :D
So long since i last saw clarence. Not had meeting when i broken up with HX. And that i will remember how he used to help me and HX. :D Thanks clarence. Kind soul.

Im just too lazy to upload the picas as i have to get up pretty early at 10.30am tomorrow. No more getting up at 3pm like that already. And fcuk! My eyebag's heavy like @&*^%$ !
So i shall upload the picas soon. :)
NIGHTs.
& SAMUEL is a kind soul. Kind friend of mine.