.Friday, December 14, 2007 ' Friday, December 14, 2007

Had a small tiff with mummy over baby's incident.

After mummy knew about the breakfast thing , she felt that baby is not the guy for me.

As everynow and then , i kept going down to QRP and wait for baby's daddy to come.

She said that im so stupid to actually sacrifice so much for baby.

But mummy , despite doing so many things , i dont yearn for baby to come back to me.

I only wants him to turn over a new leaf and my aim was to let him know that for whatever things he do, he will always have me around with him.

Able to be together back or not , it doesn't matter now for its all too early to predict.

I lost him before and i know exactly the hurt i went through. And i do not want to go through it again. Its more than what i can take. I used to take everything around me for granted and that i do not wish to do this anymore. I shall take him for granted NO more.

This is the route i choose for myself . I know its gonna be tough. I know that all this will carries on for years. But let me do a choice of my own all right ? Let me learn to be responsible this time round okays ? Even if i failed to talk him through , i wont make a fuss at home.

I only want to stand by him whenever he needed me . I only want to care and dote on him for all this time when he's alone. He committed crime and he got his punishment . Everyone makes mistakes isn't it ? I wouldn't despise him and i hope that those who love me can also accept the man i love. This will be very good to show me that you love me.

Im only trying to say that i choosed to stay by him and that no matter what will happen for the time to come , i only hope that my life is well spent on him.

Call me naive or stupid , its all right.

But im still persistent in my own stand :D

Pictures taken today at Parklane.