.Saturday, December 8, 2007 ' Saturday, December 08, 2007
Im at home the whole day (:
Kinda bored but i've no idea where to go.
Chatted with Gene till 6am plus this morning. Woke up at 4pm plus in the afternoon. Wanted to sleep more but don't know why , i cannot.
Tomorrow most probably will go out but dont know where yet.
Been slacking at home, playing audition and chatting :)SENSE OF SECURITY ? Why would you want to give me now when in the past , you neglected me and have never gave me what i wanted in the past ? Rather, you gave me those unwanted memories. Those things that i Do Not want , you gave them all to me. I dont deny that i do hate you but boy, its the past already. I dont bear grudges (: Somehow im glad that we are still friends now. I forgive but somethings i dont forget. Memories will still find its place at a corner of my heart and be hidden in there. Though at times, i will reminisce it and had noticed how much i've grow , strong.
And im happy that we ended our relationship fast enough.
Because you know it clearly that we dont belongs together. To you, you don like to get tied up.
To me, im looking for a relationship that can last much longer . To this, you cannot compromise with me and that i can give in no more. Anyway still thanks for truly love me once (:
And yes! I do really love you very much , once.
I hope for your case to be a successful one boy. Dont repeat the mistakes you've done. Turn over a new leaf and that life wont be as bitter as it is now. Though we've broken up, but im still the shuyu who will still care for you when you in need of someone there to hear you out :D
I dont think i can ever get enough of the security baby gave :(
Because there's a barrier between that. But i believe that , one day , im able to have it my ways (:
I misses baby though he's still being confined. I also hope for baby to turn over a new leaf for which i will always be around for him no matter what. And hey bitch ! I love him for who he is and not what he has. Dont you judge me as a girlfriend ! I know what im doing and i do not think you to teach me what to do when you know nothing about it. So what life is hard ? This is how life suppose to be isn't it ?
So what if i still cant get to see baby even after a month? I still love him , no less but MORE! Okays? You bitch can doubt my love or perserverance for him but i dont need you to comment so much or even poke ur fcuking nose into our matters which i dont see in anyway it concerns you (:Labels: santa claus is coming to town ((:
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