.Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ' Wednesday, December 19, 2007
18 december 2007
Release of N level results and I got 7points. Family were contented and surprised but to me, its not very ideal. Im somehow disappointed in both my language. I expect at least a grade 3 in my english but sadly , i got a grade 4. Expecting an A1 for chinese but instead , i got a grade 2. But it's all over.
English = 4
Maths = 3
Humantities=4
Science = 4
POA = 2
Chinese = 2
Chinese Oral = Distinction.
Anyway im happy to get a grade 2 for POA. Grade 4 for both science and humanities.
Getting a grade 4 for english , i cannot get enlisted into Banking course in Higher Nitec as they require you to get a grade 3 in english. When i couldn't get any course of my choice , i shall drop that idea to ITE and forcus in my secondary 5. And so , went back to school today for the interview and oh my god. It's such a boo-boo.
Firstly , Hair color.
Secondly , Wrong shoes.
Thirdly, No Files.
Forthly , No badge.
Fifth , too many grade 4.
Sixth , Poor conduct.
Mr Chua wanted hair to be black and files to get done. So just now , went to tanglin halt and get my files done from photocopying using Haris file and total amount was $85 after $5 discount.
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After a long day , cabbed home and here i am.
This Friday gonna be a busy morning again. Visiting baby with his mummy this time round, provided his mummy didn't call baby's relatives along.
After visiting baby , still have to go back to school for another interview.
Anyway ,sorry to make Mdm Cheng happy for nothing as im going back for sec 5 :P
Yeah ! I got to visit baby on Tuesday. The day i've waited for so long. His daddy came at 8am plus and we got to visit baby at around 9am. Saw baby and first thing i do was , cry.
Maybe because i miss him too much and after so long of expecting to see him and when finally i get to see him, i couldn't hold back my tears anymore.
Uncle saw me crying , he consoled me and passed me his hankerchief (: Thanks uncle.
Baby saw me crying and i know that he's upset too. I dont mean to actually cried in front of him and got him worried but i just cannt hold back. Oh my , baby finally saw the ugliest part of me la! Im embarrassed okays. Fancy crying in front of so many people and those policemen :x But im quite an emotional human being.
But im glad that i can see baby :D
Im happy with what i have now though i will have much lesser freedom with baby. Continuing my secondary 5, partly was because of baby. At least with a lil more knowledge, next time when baby wants to study , i can be of a better help :)
I really wish that i can have all this for long. Im happy with the life i have with the support of uncle. Because no matter what happen to baby , i know that the parent as well as me will never give up on him.
Baby i love you.
O-level L1R4 <16 
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