.Wednesday, September 26, 2007 ' Wednesday, September 26, 2007
okay. yesterday in school sucks. mr ben said that my class girls skipped his PE lesson on monday and during yesterday PE lesson, he made us to run 12 big rounds around the red track. all the girls started to run while im being hold back by ben. because i threw the netball at some lower sec girls. and ive no wrong okays?
im so damn pissed already with running so many rounds in the fcuking hot sun. and that lower sec must be dumb enough of not abling to control the ball and got the ball flying towards my direction. common reaction was to throw back at them real hard.
and i really got to say that my stamina is weak. i cant run so many rounds. its like killing me. and so took my own sweet time with juan (:
school was bored. daily, underwent same things.
after school, went studying with mengxi at pm mac. met her at around 4.45pm and studied till 7.00pm.
left for home and put my bulky bag and met jialing first to pm again, dearest came after that. wanted to buy lantern, candles and stuffs. went namdaii and walked. tiring can. its far =.*
after buying all those stuffs, yuanyin came. and we headed to art park. spent our time there. calvin came later on, to fetrch yuanyin back home. :D
and jialing was so clumsy enough to actually wore her contact lense while playing with the fire. and its dangerous okay. don do it again uh? (:
meeting dearest and jialing this coming friday for lunch and meeting sarina at night. (:
today. 260907
ling was absent. met juan as usual. walked to school.
revising work in class. made up my mind to study hard. perservere. score well for my N. this is the most important one. and that saturday going out for extra lesson. meaning cannot go out shopping already. :( ahas.whats the point of you smsing me today when you choosed to mia last few days? answering me that you are my stead. well..its the past isnt it? you had it all caused and stop making it sounds like its my fault. you make me assume that it was a silent break. i gave both of us time, but you never seems to appreciate at all and so i accepted the silent break. at least, i make it clear rather than you who choosed to disappear.
not feeling remorseful, rather, you feels that you had no wrong.
and that when i replied im single, you started a fight with me. saying that i was not serious with you.sounding that im not being faithful to you. oh my.
but well, ive done nothing wrong. in this r/s, im the victim okays? get this right.
when you are MIA-ing, i have to make the miserable choice. i have to go.
and that you are enjoying out there.
since you said that i say things till so awful then just stick with my break-up .
stop asking me to intro girls to you, stop saying to intro girls to let you last long. because you know it clearly yourself that you are just saying and not mean it. its all empty promises.
if only you really means it, would we be ending up in this state? we would not okay.
stop pushing the blame to me.
you said that you can get other girls easily? oh okay.. like i said just now, if you think that you have no lack of girls, then go ahead lor.prove then. but i wont be such a busybody to poke my nose into your affair . its your pathetic life. you had it all caused yourself.
you let go the love i had for you.
im only looking forward to seeing if there is still girls out there who willing to be with a hostel boy like you who cant even spent more than an hour with them per meet-up. its pathetic isnt it? but no offence uh.
and that i would like very much to say, i had never despise you as a hostel boy. i love you still the same. the reason i hate so much of you was your character. your mind-set. the way you treated things. you took things for granted. you dont know how to appreciate people and things around you. so what more can i expect from you? when i cant even see the basic. initially times was hard, it was tough. to had failed in another r/s. i thought that im gonna cry like how i used to cry for ivan. but however now, i felt that ive made the correct choice.
no point crying over spilled milk.and that you are worthless of my tears being shed for you. you aint big fcuk! i will not go back to you and that since you had already bid goodbye. and i hope that you mark your words and better dont sms me anymore. ive no interest in entertaining you. (: you choosed to go. be gone .
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