.Monday, September 17, 2007 ' Monday, September 17, 2007
okay..im totally disgutsted by the way you are doing things. you didnt even sent me a sms this morning. this is not like you. do you know im waiting like a fool in school. kept looking at my phone expecting your sms. but you didnt. even before this happened, i knew it that we are not suitable. we are not meant to be. i knew that we are gonna walk on our ways separately.
i cant just let myself to mesmerize into you. all this got to come to an end. i prefer it to end fast rather than dragging it long. today its the first week and i still felt that you had not done anything worth me to smile. and that you said that we could know each other deeper for the days to come. but like i said, its useless. we just cant click. we have so far nothing really in common. and being with you really needs alot of my determination and tolerance. im worn out. i dont want to waste minute of my time brooding over you. it hurts. i dont wanna live my life in devastation over you. its worthless. i have my friends and you have yours. i want the life i expect for myself and i just think that you are not the one who can live up to that.
so maybe going back to square one, being normal friends will be better.
and baby.. i still gonna thank you for being to memorise my number in such a short while and that thanks for you bothering to borrow phone from your classmates to sms me. and perharps this may not be happening again. at least you let me once happy over that. (:
tkcare~Labels: time reveals everything.