.Tuesday, September 18, 2007 ' Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Me who seem cheerful and jovial initially could turn grumpy later in the day.im back single. (:
after a week of going through part of my life with nicholas. now we had broken up. well.. its all that i initiated. i did not ask for his consent. it can be call as assumption. i assume all.
he didnt text me for 2days.excluding weekends. as i can some sort understand the reasons or rather excuse behind it. i dont wanna quarrel and so i closed one eye . but yesterday and today, he didnt even sent me one msg. now to me, he's MIA uh. i maight be angry but he did not even spare a thought for me. did he ever think that i might be worrying here for him? apparently he did not. my mind went wild and think alot of saddening things. did he ever care?
to me, its like no different of a silent break.
but to prevent any misunderstandings, i took the plunge to sent a msg to his friend asking if nicholas went to school for these 2 days and his friend replied YES. but nicholas didnt borrow phone from him.
can anyone imagine how i felt at that moment?
what is he doing behind my back when what ive been doing is to care for him and spent my time worrying about him?
and so, breaking up is the best resort. he's just someone who dont worth my care and concern and my love. perharps this is what he wanted too. and so, rather to see both of us not happy why not let this breakup do both of us good. (:
we are just not meant to be. though initially i met him, it requires lots of fate. but i can say its all temporary. maybe he do not treasure me enough? i never know. tsk*
TO JASMINE .bee. thank you for being there for me. thanks for hearing me pouring out my sorrow . im glad that i have you as my friend. my good friend. and i love you too. may you strive for "that" aim uh. we shall both work hard together okays? we'll study hard and play hard.and if you have any problem, don hesitate to call me up uh. and i promise you that my life wont be ruin by those bastards. i shall live my life worthwhile now. because i know that i have you around who will hold me when i fall. (:
O-level L1R4 <16 
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