.Wednesday, September 5, 2007 ' Wednesday, September 05, 2007
hihi people. im back after uh.. many many days. okay... partly was im busy and im lazy.
my N level started already and it really sux big times.
sometimes i really wanted to know whats the problem wrong with me? am i that dumb?
people telling me that " hey. relac la. N level is always very easy. u can score well even when u closes one eye. "
but for me, its not like this. i find that it was tough. i was like struggling through the whole paper. 3 whole subjects.
first paper was chinese paper 1 + 2.
2hours was given but it seemed just nt enough. i just cant help myself from scribbling through the paper. same goes to the paper 2. social studies was yesterday. first time i was studying so hard. classmates all predicted that Singapore Industrial Development will be tested and i put in all my heart and soul studying that. at that moment when i glance through the essay question, my heart sank! it was not tested. i was like so stone and im truly disappointed. i did study for once for this stupid paper but then? see? it never come out and i'm sure to fail.
english paper today. and its not something that can cheer me up. seeing the paper, im already at a loss. no idea of how to do.
and i have a premonition that i will fail my N level. its not easy.
once english fail, it will be a doom for the entire N level. so no joke uh. for those taking N level next year, please start studying before its too late. (:
luckily that this was the last paper for this week that i can at least put my heart at ease and definetely good for my eyes as im been opening my eyes more than resting it.
il blog when im free then. gonna go audition with cml liiao. tkcare people .~
O-level L1R4 <16 
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