.Sunday, July 1, 2007 ' Sunday, July 01, 2007
am i missing you too much? well i suppose i am. last night , i dreamt of him. i dreamt that i saw him while im coming out from a place ( which the place is so blur to me ) its resembled much like a drama. initially he tried to avoid me and i just keep following and calling out to him. he denied who he is. but at last, we were back together. i can felt the warmth of his embrace. his gentle lil touch. his tender loving kisses. and even the words like " never leave me anymore. you are now all that i needed. " he promised that he will treat me good. treat me nice. and never to leave me. every scenes are like so REAL. and when im in control of everything, i realised that everything was nothing but a dream. and then , i realised my pillows were wet with tears. face was dried wet tears. it look so real. is this dreams gonna be truth? pls make it be true. i really miss him so much. i wants him here to be with me. ivan chia i love you !all right. got to go . blogged later on maybe. going to play lan with Sarina girl lurhs..
bye people ~
ivan i miss you !~