.Sunday, June 17, 2007 ' Sunday, June 17, 2007

In a Happy mood @ (160607)

7am last night . was on the phone with meiling and john. initially was with sarina and meiling came into the conference a lil while later. that night was aint a peaceful and happy chat.
having some misunderstanding between John and gang . and in a moment of impulse, text-ed John and i admit our conversations were not a good one . many hurting words were being thrown to and fro to one another . and we had end our friendship in that night .
but when meiling asked me to called John's phone , i was very reluctant . but in the end called. to smoothe the misunderstanding and hear him out. and at the very last moment, when i thought we would become strangers for life , we managed to hold on to the very last minute , not to end this friendship due to so many misunderstanding. a lesson learnt , commumnications is very important to everybody . friends , loves , families . one should allow the opposite partner to explain and hear him out amicably and calmly . its a great help that turns out : our friendship were not broken ! :D

then fell aseep at 8am . woke up at 11am. cause meeting Sarina to go for the church stuff at queenstown . met her about 12+pm at Boon Lay Mrt. she wore her high heels and was like TALL la~ =p but somehow she was not really used to the high heels and had been complaining that her foot hurts and stuff like that. bud girl .. soon you will get used to it lurhs (:
after the thingy , we went to have a drink at Queenstown coffeeshop. slack a lil while and MRT-ed down to Expo for service. took picas of course. thats a must!!
after Expo , MRT-ed back to Jurong Point to have our dinner ! in the train , there's a particular outstanding woman was talking so loud in her phone . and the topic was like (see below)

the woman : yaya..i now coming to ur hse lurhs. in the mrt lurhs la. that time you also came to house late so now i come late never mind la. i go home take one pants then i go over la. then tommorrow can go church ma.
the woman : HUH?i lai ang ( having my period) lerh! i dont want wear paper panties la. i come alot. i need extra pads la. i goin home and take out 3 or 4 more pad la.

imagine a 20++ refine look lady could actually speak so loud and with this kinda eeerrrr...topic in the train . and Sarina was just sitting next to her , and almost everyone was looking at them including me who sat next to sarina. was like so embarassed. OH MY!!~
reached Jp and went to KFC . Sarina went to help me buy my food while i waiting for meiling as she's meeting me there . Thanks girl :D
not long after meiling reached , vivian reached . just to see me cause she miss me . and yes i miss her too!! xD
After eating. went back home and meiling came my house and ton. and thats why im here. (:
very tired. gonna relac one corner soon . hees. :P

people who thinks that im very soft hearted. YES! i gonna admit that in reality im a very soft hearted person whereby in some occasion , i might sound so tough or maybe my appearance make me look tough. but after so much of thinking and through real personal life experiences, it aint good to be soft hearted. believing what people said. forgiving them for repeated mistakes they've made. in the end , im always the one getting more hurts.
and now , ive decided to kick this bad habit of mine AWAy! im not gonna be so soft-hearted easily again. so if you still thought of taking my soft heartedness or my kindness for granted then u can just drop that thnking immediately.
i might still take you as my friend , be there for you when in need. bud definetely not for things that would make me lose out or whatever . get this into your mind. call me selfish or what , your choice ! (:

SARINA GIRL EDITED DERS.. LOVES! CYA SOON GER!
putting on more and more weights. so gonna work extra hard to diet already. luckily i have a girl who can willing to go excercise with me. my good JURONG companion. days and nights.
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and and girl I CAN BUY MYSELF. U KNOW DE UH! LOLS..