.Thursday, June 28, 2007 ' Thursday, June 28, 2007
back to blogging. ever since school reopen, ive been busy with my life. having remedials and homework that are all ahead of me. scchool really sucks. ive been sleeping very early since the first day of school . every night before 11 i would turn in lurhs.
everyday in lesson time , i would surely dozed off. this shows that the lesson were so boriing!!
and after school also have to go for remedial . reached home, still homeworks and tv. seldom get to post. lucky today no homework so i managed to blog ya.
school life is making my life truely unpleasant. :(
today mdm cheng's trolley made my leg injured. the skin was like peeled off the back of my ankle. and its bleeding alot. yucks!* and maybe tomorrow wearing slippers to school? abit weird but if wearing school shoes gonna hurt it then slippers will be better. :) unlucky uh.
today , when i saw a backview of someone, it makes me recall of him. it resembles so much of him. and memories of us flashed back. i really want to tell him that i really miss him lots. im still waiting for him to be back infront of me. at least i know that he's safe. but now,without anything,i still cant managed to get in touch with him. even his friends had no news of him. is he really gonna be gone forever? but whatever it is, i will never forget such a guy like him. he make me knows what love. we both sacrifices in our relationship. tears and bloods were shed. but im bliss to have know him. although most of our times, we were quarrelling but also most of the times,he gave me the meticulous care and love that no one had ever given to me.
the love that i wished, he'd given me. the most unwanted and terrible nightmare that i do not want, he'd given me too. he made me learned to experience alot of things. i want to tel him that i really need him here to guide my way. i need him here to shared every happiness and sorrows with me. im still in love with him although sometimes my love for him seems to be faded. because i know that he truely loved me so much once before!HE is the true love that i yearns for ~