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met up with jasmine. slack around there. pooled , smoked , pooled , smoked.
finally had pictures taken with her. <3
today 270507
initially wanted to go batok to meet yihui de. but due to the weather and i hate to rush so eheh.. aeroplane queen put an aeroplane to him. sry lurhs..
den jasmine came and slack at my home a few hours and tjust not long , she went to xiaosiong home lurhs.. she and xs ok lurhs.. thats great. and ya.. im happy for her. as they truly love each other and so, nothing can separate them away. they are both my friend and i of course wished them well (:
boy. i think i don need you anymore. and im sure that i need you no more. you don suits me .
and yes! i apologized for letting my feelings got over me.
maybe who i really want is him. and not you.
since you think that you are not or never happy with me den just FCUK OFF ! don have to act pathetic to show as if im the one at fault from the beginning.
so since you enjoy ur flirting life and i cant take ur flirting life ,
and since you cant give me the basic love i want, then we shall go on separate ways and i think this is the best way out.
no point of us dragging it long.
im getting a life that i want. so i need you no more to control my life.
i used to think that you controlling my life is out to care for me , to love me. but im wrong.
you just don like me to be in contact with my guy- friends and when u can just hang around with all your girl-friends.
so last word , we are not meant to be.