.Saturday, May 19, 2007 ' Saturday, May 19, 2007
yeah.. back from sunny's bbq..
half fun && half boring. something happened.. people from ** where tio with our people here. whatever it is, im not involved. (: im a good ger.
mustafa was obviously drunk but still deny that he's all right. create so much jokes ok!?! lols..
walked so unstabily and spouted so many rubbish. laughed till can faint can! mustafa the joker of sunny's birthday . hahs..
aftermath, packed up all things, the place . then john all tom at sunny place and me and jasmine went back home. initially decided to take bus 185 from dover mrt. but what the hell!! so damn sway can! no more bus service liiao and so we sat and squart along the curb to wait for cab. still, no a single cab. and so walked up to clementi and thanks god! theres a cab and the cab stopped for us. then i started running in my high heels and jasmine was like " wah..shuyu! high heels and run till so fast !" lols.. shuyu gd runner on high heels.. =x bhb)
and drop jasmine at the bus stop and headed home.
dear boy.. not i don wan to meet you. os just that i haben reach home and bath all those and when u smsed me, i gt to admit that i haven reach home . and i was at dover when initially there was no my bus and cab. my friend and i just waited so stupidly for cab along the road. the weather already so bad that the wind was howling so strongly and it seems to rain anytime. i also want to meet you but its just not within my means to meet u at 12am. i also wish to see you. u think i don? u said promises are not meant to be broken but whats all this? just 3 days of patching and things starting to becoming like the past. u know that i hate the way we were behaving in the past?!? if its reciprocating then i rather not love. i cant afford to love where the risks or stakes are just so damn high. the past, you hurt me more than enough. when i gotten over you, i thought we are just friends. but til u ask for patch, i decided to give you one more chance bud dear, did you ever nake use of the chances u had? till now u still haven reply my sms . so u think that is my fault? if thats how u treated our relationship then i don see the need to be together . u wan a wonderful relationship? i also want. but did you give me? i tried all my ways to let u feel it. but theres no gratitude but just hurtful acts from you?!? whatever it is,readers.. il see how. and what im gonna do next. im tired lurhs.. nights. bye~
O-level L1R4 <16 
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