.Tuesday, May 8, 2007 ' Tuesday, May 08, 2007
today was maths paper 1 and chinese listening compre. as usual, after doin all those questions, fell alseep.. drool as usual but today NO snoring =x
listening compre finished early and was dismissed at about 11.30am. then i wanted shan to teach me chemistry. and so went queenstown library. waited for ling too ((:
but hahas.. never managed to study as library was so damn quiet. little sounds , pin dropped on the floor would also be heard. so cant study larhs.. so quiet.
went to the level one . and slack arnd.. ling,meiling and lihao joined us to slack.. then went to the cafe for a brownie. was tired of the cake after some bites. maybe the choco is TOO THICK!
tomorrow having chemistry and im bound to fail as i know NOTHING. every single chemistry tests, if i could recall, i know nothing at all and i had never passed one test before? in my secondary school life. poor thing yea? lols.. so what i can do now is maybe study harder for my physics as i used to score for my physics last yr. hopefully i do well for physics and overall can pass the science larhs.. i wish and i wish ..
4th day of waiting lurhs baby.. im still missing you. so so much.. but alot of things crossed my mind. if u come back wad will happen to this and that. thats alot of things to consider about. im really in a dilemma. but still baby.. I LOVE you.
i blame myself for not able to changed you. but all this will not happen anymore.. i will just love you for who you are.. no matter what yea. LOVE you baby.. im still missing you ! xD
I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away
You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you,
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry
Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again
I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this beI thought that you'd only love me
Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go
You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away
Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wallTo never get torn again
bye readers ((:
watching tv lurhs..
O-level L1R4 <16 
Trip to Taiwan