.Sunday, May 6, 2007 ' Sunday, May 06, 2007
slept till about 1+pm. woke up by a scary dream. its not anything about ghost or monster. its about teeth dropping. OMG. i dreamt that i drop 4 of my teeth in just a spilt seconds. scared by the dream and got up, first thing was to touch whether my teeth was still around. =D
i wanna a braces done. wanna keep my teeth straight and thats definetely gonna look much much better. hopefully it don hurts.
went church . good ger yea. =x then town for dinner. smoked and then trained home.
a very tiring day.
on the way walking home, clarence and jeremy called. talked, laughed then clarence asked me to call him when i reached home but sorry daddy. i was not in the right mood and i was very tired lurhs. so i shall call you tomorrow. sorry ~
leg was feeling very pain due to the HIGH HEELS. resting .
tomorrow studying at home.. gonna prepare for my chinese exam on monday. hopefully i got the right mood on track .
ive asked. the fact was that when im just nobody blood related to the person, i cant go down to ask anything about him . regarding him. =(
i really tried my best to hold back my tears. i wan him back.
my father told me that im dumb. to wait for someone who 's future is like dark.
but i told him.. i don wanna care what his future gonna be. i just wanna wait. i don wan to abandon him. even im just nobody to him already but at least i wanna do something as a friend to him.
maybe when a day he see me, he may hate me or dislike me. but i just want him sound and safe.
someone asked me. what i wan to do if i onli had 1 hour before the world ends.
now what i wanna do is just to bring him to me and give a gentle lil kiss and tel him, i had never regretted knowing him and most importantly and truely, i had never regret loving him and even if im dead, i will still love him . with all means within me. because thoughts of him, keep me moving. he's the most energy i needed.
do he know i still love him? will he love me back?
all this is nt important. important is baby what iiwanna know is where are you and the best is you are safe.
this really meant more than any thing to me.
thanks priscilla jie and yanming for helping me check. hopefully you guys can check it!
but if cannt, its all right.
i onli got to blamed that fate don arranged us to be together.
im preparing for the worse anyway lurhs.
baby.. i love you!! <<3 & i will be waiting. you really meant alot to me. its been so long yet i still loves you. may GOD make us together and never to be separate again. x3
goodnight readers.
O-level L1R4 <16 
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