.Wednesday, May 2, 2007 ' Wednesday, May 02, 2007
raining in the morning. i draged my body out of my bed. ehs.. ashley gd friend la. called me so damn early at 05.39am. i planned to wake up at 05.45am ders.. then onli had about 5 mins and hahas..pig enough i even want to have the 5 min of sleep!
***E called! i was so damn bloody shocked. real shocked. i was rubbing my eyes, assuring that i wont see the wrong number. as i had deleted his number. but no idea why his number still flashed in my mind. after i hung up, i cant be bothered but im thinking that, whats his motive for doing this and that. and he smsed me " miss you! goin to school le huh? "
then smsed wit him and talking to ashley on the other line.
he said im his darling. but can i trust him?
he can choosed to be gone. but how come he came back again? what do he really wants? can i have my peace of mind. every now and then i was thinking about him and he hadnt reply my sms since the morning. this a point that i really hate it. sms or cal me as he feels like. pick up calls or reply sm salso as he likes.
im confused , agitated , tired , but stil happy.
il just let nature takes it course then .
i don wanna think much. ~
bye people. nights~ shuyu off to tv and chatting lurhs ((: