.Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ' Wednesday, May 30, 2007
NOTICE :DO NOT CALL OR SMS TO MY HP . MY MOTHER CONFISCATED IT . ANYTHING JUST LEAVE A MSG HERE OR MY FRIENDSTER .DON ASK ME WHY AS I THINK THE REASON IS QUITE CLEAR .WILL LET YOU GUYS KNOW WHEN I GOT BACK MY HP! SRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED !! ((:im bored . a few more hours later , i got to go to school already .
having family problem again !! i admit that i lied to them is my fault . but only partly .
in every relationships , i felt that proper communication is very important . as my parents , my families , my friends , my love ,they must be understanding . has the abitily to give in to me . ( not everytime larhs ) i also not those kinda nasty people =x
and so i felt that my family just cant fufill up to what i expect and i cant fufill up to their standards . i know that family are for life . i may be mumbling that im not as fortunate as HE , or SHE . i might even regret having born in this family but what had happened had already happened. i cant change the fact . so to keep our family bonds strong , we have to communicate well . but ... everytime when i want to try communicate with them , i will feel the age gap between us and it would make the " wanting good communication " into a sour bad one . :(
why am i keep thinking about the past . im thinking of him , him , him , him , him.
will time really fades everything out ? why am i keep having those kinda weird feelings that some people arnd me are like a wolf in a sheep's clothing ?
i wish that time could turn everything back ! so maybe i will do this or not do that again .
life's fragile ! i do want to treasure every little things , everyone who i have. . but its rather hard .
one thing that gonna calm my mind and not to think about all this is to AUDITION now! lols..
bye readers and silent reader ! xD
( && i apologized if my blog is like .. dur u dunno what im talking. cause im half asleep now ).
&& its 1.45 am now =p
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