.Sunday, May 20, 2007 ' Sunday, May 20, 2007
im in the FCUK~ing mood now.
dear and i had another quarrel. this time i was truly disgusted by the way he treated my words and the fcuking way he treated me. maybe to him, i don mean as a gf to him. most probably a toy of his? i dunno..
its only the 5th day and look, how mani times we had been quarrelling already?
if thats the way, i rather not love! i don wanna love you already!!
baby.. i thought that u'd changed. but its just like im a fool all along.
is this how the way that u would work towards to achieve a wonderful relationships? then dear, its not gonna work. ive been tolerating, giving in to you. but u are getting more && more overboard. almost everyday, we had been quarrelling. seriously im nt happy with this kind of relationship.readers let me ask : whats the outcome after all those quarrelling? dear i love you. but do u love me? i hate to doubt ur love for me. but..i don feel the sweetness anymore. its just 5 days and things had such a great tremendous change!how long more can we go? i don wan to be separated from you. but if really i have no choice, things will be nasty then . i regretted allowing u back. because u gt me delighted than anything. and u gt me depressed than anything that could happen on earth. you told me u are serious about me. i trust u . u said u are not out to fooled me, i trust you. but baby.. did i make a great mistake to have trust you? im not asking for high expectations. im just hoping and im asking for a simple love life with you. even little thing will make me felt so blessed. like how i love ur eyes when u looked into mine and told me u love me. i saw ur sincerity and i hope it is genuine. or rather i thought. dear do u really mean it or u are just entertaining me? i really wanna give you wonderful love. i wanna so much to give. but i cant find a suitable chance to fufill it. because problems don lies with me dear. u gonna reflect. i apologize though im not at the fault. i just wan us to be happy. not quarrelling or having cold wars ( which we are having now ) !DEAR. I LOVE YOU. SO TRUTHFULLY. LOSING YOU IS THE LAST THING I WOULD WANT IT TO HAPPEN. I DON HOPE FOR SECOND TIME FOR U TO LEAVE. REALLY DON WAN !
O-level L1R4 <16 
Trip to Taiwan