.Friday, April 13, 2007 ' Friday, April 13, 2007
feeeling unhappy recently.
alot of things had happened.
promises seemed to be gone . forever seems to stopped . im never a princess in his life . do not talk big when you dont mean it . because the little words you'd said HURTS ! it takes you a few seconds to said , but it took me so long to accept the fact that its aint true and had to bring myself to face such hurtful things because of you. im unwell . very unwell . but not sick . feeling very tired . more tired then before . although i had enough sleep. i think im stressed . yet because of you . are you really truthful? i don wish to doubt you but baby , i think i should really let you go . u don seemed to care for me . when the times i need you by my side , where are you ? you are flirting arnd happily. have u spare a thought for me ? i just seemed like a toy for you . when i chosed to leave , you want me back but treat me so shabbily . wads the moral of doin this? i treat u like my baby but u treat me like your as and when . at times i do want to confront, to make things clear . but i really lack of the courage . i cant bring myself to hate you baby. after all this things u had done that changed my life. changed tremendously.
this few nights i had been crying for you . crying for miracles not happening to us . everyday i yearned for you to change . into someone that can love me . not love me and at the other tym , other gers. every memories about you , i never happy . because slide of ur unfaithful , slide of hyprocritical acts flashed through my mind. it really hurts me. can someone tell me wad to do. having set backs and failed relationships?
shall blogged later if i have the time. ((:
il be all right soon !
O-level L1R4 <16 
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