.Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ' Tuesday, April 17, 2007
dilemma about many stuffs. many many!
little memories between us are being flashed back every now and then.
even alone in the train. little couples' acts i see, we had them all.
browsing through the text message that we sent, everything was like changed so tremendously.
i was a princess once you embraced. someone that u loved before. i want those memories back. those times when we are so inseperate.不在乎天长地久，至少曾经拥有。should i be having the words in mind? yea. i have the moments in the past. but somehow i cant be happy to let those memories to keep me goin. they do hurts.
you held my hands and led me to Heaven. no pain no sadness. being LOVE, LOVES, LOVED.
i had never doubt your loves, your cares.
and so... u threw me down from Heaven to Hell.
i had so much pain for all you had done. just a moment of folly, an unforgettable and unforgiven incident occured.
how much i yearned you to return..how much i wan to be a princess again. how i wish and wished. sometimes i do blame you why must u leave? if u never had left, things would not be in this state. i would not... you would not... she would not... things would not... mani things can be prevented if u had not left. but what's to use of blaming you whereby i had myself to blame. if i can be your preferred girl, we would not have what we dont want now. now i onli want you to come back soundly, safely. among all those while im attached and broken up, you are still the one that treat me the best. no one lasts longer than you. memories of you still flashed through..everyday..every now and then .
i missed the time when we are together. your embrace , kisses . your voice . your everything. even little thingy like u told me that you are tired. those times when u fell asleep during our daily phone chats. its so cute of you. i missed the noodles u cooked for me. the first noodle my guy cooked. the meticulous care you showered on me. sweetie.. you are not forgotten. im just cant get you out of my head. and since i cant, im not gonna. LOVES! ((:
O-level L1R4 <16 
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