.Tuesday, March 20, 2007 ' Tuesday, March 20, 2007
well well.. hasnt been sleeping well. tomorrow still got alot of things to do . lessons was boring thats of course.. feel like sleeping in class. had my chinese remedial after school.. at first wanted to go for mac after that but was nt hungry and so went to the stadium instead to cheer for zihui. x)
hey. snapshot JG today all right. his pics looks so "cute" lols!! laughed and laughed like crazy.. well.. im crazy.!
sometimes i find myself childish and silly. hx. i looked through those sms we sent to each other and i see the time when we are together so sweetly til the time our relationship went sour. hahas.. the time when we are so foolish by calling each other husband and wife. promise each other for last eternity love.
i admit that after breaking up due to some lame and simply childish reasons or rather excuse, im really upset abt that. thinking of wanting you back. but now it was like we are nt that mature that tym. sometimes i really wanna thank love for hurting me so much that make me stronger, mature. seeing him and his ger so happy and the changes i see in him, im glad that tessa can changed him. claps* cya soon xD!
IC hadnt been goin home since 2007. no idea where he goes but hopefully hes fine out there. i dunno where. maybe he might consider goiin back home soon. everyone is worried about him . well.. i do too ! im no people to him. bud we are friends or rather ex after all.. so i wil wan to care for him too.. nomatter wad. somehow, we had lots of memories that stays for eternity.
self mutiliation!
i seriously don wish to hear from my friends that they hurt themselves cos of someone he or she love. basically unrequitted love. wad i can advise is that " even if u hurt urself, are u gonna make the person come back to you.? one clap is never gonna work. if the person come back to you after knowing that u had hurt urself, he or she is just doin out for sympathy. no point hurting yourself for anyone as they wil not give a damn for you. upon doin this, u wil hurt the ones who care for u . so its not worth it! think about if u mutilate urself, is there gonna be a solution?
take care guys!and vionna i may be goin for the second audition to cheer for you derrs..
loves and misses! will sms u wad time i goin. xD
O-level L1R4 <16 
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