.Monday, March 26, 2007 ' Monday, March 26, 2007
although i felt that i don really being loved by you and yes! im sadded about that.
i cried when goin home. my tears just fell uncontrollably. i felt the same hurt that falls to my heart. the hurt when ivan left me. the hurts that is unforgettable. i had been hurted more than a year ago. i though that u could be the shoulder for me to lean on. the shoulder for me to cry on. but however i felt that u cant love me for long. its onli the third day and it was like , so-so !
you really hurt my heart. u really make me cried. the tears u cant see was genuine.
i want to start anew. i want a guy that can love me for long , eternity. rather than take me for granted. sometimes i would want to start my life all over again by dying. so that when i reincarnates, i can be a newly person. but i have those who cares for me. don worry ..no matter how my life gonna be. how devastated or depressed , i will still stand strong on my feet and carry on my life.
A GREAT THANK YU TO THOSE WHO CARED FOR ME!I REALLY APPRECIATED THE CARE YOU GUYS SHOWERED ON ME! xDi hope that this few days he can really tell me that baobeii ( which he evertym called me ) I LOVE YOU! im willing to wait though i dont know how long should i wait. maybe the day will never come. maybe we will be separated even before you could tell me u love me.friends.. im sorry if im very temperamental for the next few days and weeks. but my life still goes on... i will soon be all right. i just need a few days to think about it. to console myself. to comfort myself. im sure in the shortest time, i will be all right.
LOVES AND MISSES PEEPS!
O-level L1R4 <16 
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