.Tuesday, March 27, 2007 ' Tuesday, March 27, 2007
after so much of consideration, i decided to let everything go. i do not want to give myself any false hope . i can keep ur name by my side but i cant keep ur heart, ur person, with me. i can say to myself that u are not lying to me. i can use those sms and memories we had to keep me in an illusion that u still love me but as its obvious, nothing stays. maybe we started off too fast. i cant really blame u . i had myself to blame also. i had my problems of starting too fast with you. but in fact , we should rather spent the time to know more about each other than just getting together so fast! what belongs to me will always be mine. so i wont be crying for you anymore. if we are meant not to be together, i will accept the fact and will not cry over something that wil not become mine.. so what for of me wasting my tears? lols. i found out something that broke my heart and yet, i can hold on to my tears. i managed to control my emotions. im letting you go . with no second thinking ((: i admit that i may be a failure in LOVE but im definetely not a failure in my life. cause.. everythings happen for a good reason!its not my first time breaking up anyway.. and so i don care and don wanna care~my life still goes on.! everyday im busy with my school works.ive neglected so may things.. i enjoyed the days when i had the times to do the things i love~i take you as my guy. i love you wholeheartedly. i gave up all for you. hoping that we can last.. but u just take it like its SUPPOSE to be, u took it for granted. and now, u had lost it. i dun know if u wil feel regret or remorseful. and i don wanna care. thats all up to you! anyway i got to thanks those hurts from LOVE.it strengten me. at least i know wad can i do . and i realised so many ppl had been showering me cares. and.. to those who wants or hope to see me falls, im telling you guys that all this kinda obstacles aint gonna bring me down. because its not worth of me feeling depressed for those people who don mean anything to me. I WILL STAND STRONG!
O-level L1R4 <16 
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