.Monday, February 12, 2007 ' Monday, February 12, 2007
today was a very tired day for me..
well.. slept 1 plus last night as i just cant sleep.. been thinking of him.
valentines coming.. can him make it on time to be with me? i truthfully doubted it.
talk about that later.. getting hold of my emotion first.
school:
got back my chemistry results. well..i failed as expected. got 7/18. actually i can pass..but is just that im too careless in my work. but its all right nah.. the results also out. thats finalled.
chinese was having a test. erm..kinda hard..i had some difficulty doin that..hopefully will not fail..
english lesson was ok la.. not too bad..
tomorrow having a physics test. i really tried to study but im just not getting anything into my head.trust me i really tried all right.. cosh im a good girl..but..no hope la.
chemistry was actually not remedial..its a group study . very relax. den gui xiang was like doin some funny things, taking funny snapshot with my hp.. lmao.. do with guixiang and kaisheng. nothing much also.. then when im packing my stuffs, guixiang took my water bottle and inaccidentally ( he claimed that ) spilled the water i=on my back of my skirt. then the result like i had pee on my skirt or worse still, i had stained my skirt?! hahas.. im embarassed can! but nevermind la.. im kind! =x

life:
ii just cant you out of my life. do you know that how much u meant in my heart?
ive tried to get you out of my mind but i just cannot..
wil you be coming back? or you will just vanish forever?
in the past,..i live my life all about loving you,..
now, i live mylife of missing you!
its very hard for me to let go of you and shout that i finally can let you go.
you are the onli one that gave me the love i want. the hurts that i never want.
in you, u teached me how to be strong. how to live my life without you.
you are just being unfair to me. you used to at least le me know that you are leaving. but now, you just leave without a word. tell me where are you can?
i want everything of you yet i get nothing of you. everything little things i see in you. the tears you brought to my eyes. the smiled u brought to my face. everything you've done, i'l always remember that!
我想对你说我爱你到永远,就算誓言没时间让它实现。
我会守候这个不变地诺言,让我爱你到永远!