.Thursday, February 8, 2007 ' Thursday, February 08, 2007
today school was quite all right at first.. we were all having a happy time laughing at the
demonstrating junguang's acts . juepeng all had just got the act that's junguang had.. they were sitting behind junguang and hui, shan and me were behind jueoeng all.. wah.. laugh is wad we do.. super funny can!! hahs..
bud during remedial , gt some not happy scenario.. well.. im not in the mood to said it now..
maybe tmr then i wil say la..
reason of me not feeling well was that, my best malay friend had been diagnos with lupus.. she's under 8 kinds of medication everyday as to controlled the sickness.. Lupus had no cure. she cant exposed to the sun and her bloody fcukk class wants to organise a class outing and wants to go to east coast or sentosa. but they did nt have a thought on my friend. she cant expose to the sun,. you guys know abt that but how come u guys stil wants to go to enjoy yourself whereby wad u guys expect her to do. look after all ur belongings when u guys are having fun. ?! don treat my bestie like that. she don expected herself to have this kind of sickness.. the sickness had made her life nt the same as before. she cant enjoy the fun we had. she let me realise that life are very weak. i don wan to take things for granted. i want to live my life in a happy way that such that if one day i were to go , i wil nt have regrets. i wants him back but if i really cant den ive nothing more to do or says.
my bestie : " no matter wad happen to you, i wil always be there for you.! i wil not be like ur classmates like that. knowing you is really a pleasure. although we are in different sec schools and all this years in my school, i nebe had someone of the other race who im so happy with. no one ever hold a candles to you. i hope that ur sickness wil be controlled and do rest well. " hearing upon her sickness.. i was stunned.. i was like staring in the blank thin air. my whole movement was so stiff.. and when i walked back home, the memories of us flashed through my mind and i realised small droplet of tears flow down my eyes. bestie..u are always not forgotten. i prayed for your sickness wil be under controlled. all right guys.. i do not have the mood to talk anything else. i need time to think what do i really want and what im gonna do to my life.. am i gonna rot down like that or do something about it. well.. but i think i dont know wad to do . !
i talk tomorrow then .
O-level L1R4 <16 
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