.Sunday, January 21, 2007 ' Sunday, January 21, 2007
i had learnt to stop givin myself false hope..
i had learnt to treasure things or rather people arnd me..as nt everything there's a second chance..
somethings are..when gone, they will be forever gone.. will
NEVER return!
i'm not expecting u to come back to me anymore..
for now, i onli wan to be friend of yours.. friends are meant to stay forever right?
maybe we just do nt have the fate to being together..
i will nt give myself any false hope any longer.. i wil not console myself if things were not meant to be..
i waited you for 2 yrs..but i onli had you for 2 weeks..
its damn lots defference.. but im glad that i have u once..
as for now, i felt that maybe u are nt the guy for me..
perharps the one that really in my heart, who had never been replaced is my 220105. although i cant disclosed his name but if he's looking at my blog, he should know who im tokin abt.. some people wil even know who's i talking abt..sorry to those who dunno.. i dont think u guys gt to know so much.. =x sry!he's the one that gave me the happiness i never had.. the one that gave me the hurt i never want..the one that i sacrifice alot..the one who wil never be replaced by anyone..he had a deep place in my heart.. no one can ever take over the place..im gonna wait for u 220105 ..tmr is our 2nd year anniversary.. but i just had no news of you..know how worried i am.. i really hope that you will return to me.. i know that u cares.. well.. i do also .. u meant alot alot alot alot to me..im don wan to let go of u anymore..i know that we had alot alot problems in the past.. problems of everything..but im sure that this time, we wil nt like last time..we will overcome everything together de..u make me alive.. u keep my life goin.. but im just gonna faint soon without you..second year anniversary, u r nt with me.. im totally devastated.. =( but now u are nt here is all right..im still ok i think..please come back to me.. we stil have alot of years to be tgt..i seriously don mind ur past or wadever thing.. i onli wan use my everyday life..my breath to love you..happy 2nd anniversary!!
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