.Monday, January 1, 2007 ' Monday, January 01, 2007
happy new year everyone!!went countdown at esplanade..with shirley , vivian, cong,steven,leon and desmond..at first thought that daniel all will be going also.. but they went on other ways,not the same as ours'. i sont know why they dont wan to join us for the fireworks..so as 2006 goin to an end, we enjoyed the fireworks.. it was very amazing!! my mood by then was all right.. though there was very cramp..alot of banglas.. my mood sank when they called n ask leon to pass me the phone.. and when i just say yes?he shouted and say : " wah.. u because of the fireworks den off ur hp and wants to punnseh ur friends here ar? "initially i thought that my hp was really off-ed so i checked and..eh..not off lerh..as im retarded enough to not notice that it was the network problem..it was not my fault and i got all theirs blaming or framing r? and i got very fed up and shouted in the phone.. and it was like..dur..people nearby was looking.. so paiiseh...lols..my phone was not off!! it was the network problem all rite?!?after the firworks, we went to find them at the raffles hotel..because we do nt wish that because of this matter then our friendship wil end.. and the path leading to raffles was so packed..so damn lot people..squeezing..! and BAGLAS..everyone was like, just crossd the road.. never given take notice as vechicles as too mani ppl that vechicles cant really accerlerates n move on.. hehes..wah.. was like monkeys lorr.. climb here n there.. hahas.. and bloody alot of ppl siia.. all wanted to go take train..then on the way there, the place where they are at was just at the MRT.. and we gt to walked together with those crowds..after all .. not really enjoyed but sure its a moemorable countdown as i enjoyed the fireworks but not those misunderstandings.. but when meeting up with them liiao, i don even bother to explain..they wont listen anyway so why i bother..! right?but just wanna say this..we are friends after all..!! X)tired day!finally 2006 had come to an end..2006 had been a tough year for me..undergoing loads of hurts from loves one..friendship' family' school ' !dear boy;we started at 22 jan 2005.. and miraculously,our relationship dragged to mid2006..
it seems long..but ever wonder how many breaks n patch we had?
i dont know it also..
sometimes i do wonder that , if we are not meant to be together then how come we stil can be together aft those break-ups?
and u are the one that gave me the most wanted n unwanted things i ever had..
u are the one that made me went thru alot of things..all because of U!
even til today, ive been hoping u to come back..
and i know that for the past relations, my parents had always interfere n sour our relationship..
i had always doubt ur love for me when i had u !
i regreted real alot..even til now, i stil feels not gd abt that..
I swear that if U come back to me, i wil give u whole of my heart.i wil trust u with everything..as nothing really compared to U in the universe..! i will learn how to treasure u more! and my parents wil not object us anymore..!may 2007 be a better year for me and also for U!!maybe u wil return to me and i wil keep u to eternity ; boy!i really want to...but can i?
O-level L1R4 <16 
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