.Sunday, December 31, 2006 ' Sunday, December 31, 2006
today is a staying-at-home -day..
as the yr is coming to an end then mother wanted me to pack my room lorr..
til today den i noticed that i had so mani unwanted things lying about my room..
and while packing it was like ; OMG..im so tired.. alot of things r being thrown.. old worksheets are being dumped into the bin..
ANd
finally i had finish packing up my room liiao.. =p
then at abt 8 plus, went to Jp to shop.. and in the end, bought a pair of jeans, a pair of "alibaba 3quarter pants, and a pair of sleese school shoes.. hehe..
wil be goin to bugis for some heels one day..woohoos..
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this few days, something had been troubling me...
ii seems to doubt guys' words.. itseems that i having no trust for their words..
they told me that they wil love me til the end of tym.. asking me to give them a chance, just one chance n they wil give me the love n care i wanted.. bud how come that i wil nt hab any feel on their words..
ii think that onli HIm can give me those kind of love that i want..but i think he wil nt come back to me anymore le..
after he left me, i really cant find someone who can replaced his love for me..!
maybe that they are really serious but sorry.. i just cant get myself to think of accepting U!!
i really want a serious relationship but i kinda dont dare to allow myself to risk another relationship again!! i afraid of getting hurt, yet i know the feeling of getting hurt..!! i also dont know what's wrong with me..
message to my onli HIMu had really hurt me alot alot..bud u had also love me alot alot!!in u , i really gt nothing to hide.. u are the one that give methe LOvE i wanted..the HURT that i never had..U are the one that i gave all my everythings that i could..just for U!ii tried lots of ways to keep U by my side..bud U still left..U had made me lost trust in guys n their sweet talks.. u know??I CAN ONLI TRUST U !!
as days passed by , i onli hope that one day U wil come back..
...im waiting here for U!!
my one n onli loves..!!
O-level L1R4 <16 
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